it's all coming at one go.

MY PRETTAYE,
I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER, AND BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES WILL STAY! ♥

i just can't believe some things. it's happening too fast, too soon. i can't take it so well, i thought i could, but i can't. it was turning all well and something comes along and everything change. i can't take changes well, not this change at all. i'm worried, i'm scared. what will happen after you go, will everything be okay? i don't want, i hate all these, and i hate my life.

hahaha that reminds me, i was known as cuttaye to weina. hahah i dunno why she gave me that name, but she said i was cute so cutaye was me. i suppose it's true, since cute= adorable but UGLY. whoooo :D

i'm learning from weina and peixian and yuhan and jingzhen and lynn and karine and jingyi! they are all great people who make my life WONDERFUL. whatever things they face, good or bad, they just accept it. they are always cheerful and bubbly, jumping around and highing. they are really good friends who encourage me and never fails to make everyone happy and cheerful. how i wish i can be like them. face challenges and problems with a great big smile and saying how everything will be fine. and how i wish to be like that. highing around and making everyone feel happy and at ease. but i guess it's impossible for me to be like that. maybe i can maybe i would, be having a great big smile wherever i go. but i just can't high around and be happy around people. :/

yes yes, i'm feeling happy for once, because i got inspiration for my elit project already! hahah great. i'm getting so excited over it. its' something like making a mv out of a poem and a song. so cool lah, and with super nice pictures! greattt. my idea of elit project:
theme- friendship/ love
poem- i already found a few good ones
song- BUILT TO LAST
hahaha i'm just excited in making the whole thing out and i think it would just be interesting with my group doing this thing. lovely, i just want the song to be built to last, it's very nice and meaningful too. it matches with friendship and love and i found a very nice love one :]

yeap, today school was fine i guess. morning was very mood spoiler, due to the stupid rain. i seriously think that rain is brainless, doesn't know the right time to come or not. booo, why come today lah. i think it's very saddening for ____ to have the last ____ and not knowing that yesterday was the last ____. yah, then my stomach was feeling unwell, and today is such a bad hair day. lol, but it was okay in the morning, cause say hua was there with me! i love her as my good good love letter friend :D

and THANKS ES, FOR THE WONDERFUL EASTER LETTER/CARD AND YUMMY SWEET! :}

hmm chinese was boring and thank god i wasn't scolded today, or i would have been in such a bad mood, cause i was already in the not so good mood. lol then we took class photo and i think it was all lovely, just that llf didn't know how to use a camera -.-

elit was great, watched many nice project videos and saw one by james! hahaha then it was about war, and it was freaking scary. lol then we just went for health check up and totally slacked around. hahah recess was nice and i ate the same food as weina! i love her loads like crazy and madly and deeply! hahah then did duty for assembly and seriously, i was freaking pissed at my class today, couldn't they just listen to me for once and not make so much noise and not make my life difficult huh. i just can't stand the noise they make and how they always make me scold them and make me feel so embarrassed and later on they say even more embarrassing and stupid stuffs to me like "you so fierce, next time sure no husband". lol like i want meh -.- but sometimes they are cute and lovable, if you look on the bright side, and im trying to ._.

yahh, did cc with group 4 today and weina had the honour to grade! actually everyone had a chance too. lol then went with weina to health checkup and the person say my eyesight improved! laledidum~ and then my backbone degree is still the same and the person tell me to sit up straight. so had to sit up straight can, like straining my muscles or something lehhhh zzz.

geog was fine, basically listened to other group's presentation and it was nice lah. hahah slacked behind and drew my art. lol and once again, we took class photo, this time with mr tay. and then he also didn't know how to use the camera, like llf -.- lol then mr tay pms or something, then lose his temper at joel. chilllllllllllllllllllll~

art was niceeeee, i had fun with weina. it's so fun to sit with weina for art. have been sitting with for one term, and this term, one week. lol next week i'll just have a 3 person's group. and i hope everything will be fine and i won't lose interest in D&T just cause ___ isn't here anymore. oh man, nose is freaking red now ><

after school had math and mr liu just kept saying how i should try harder. eh hello, it's not my fault that you, bigblackscaryteddybear, is scaring me like crazy till i dont dare to ask question. but oh well thank god everything went well and walked with huimin and peixian and homed with peixian. had a lil' nice chat with cheerful peixian, and THANKS PEIXIAN FOR HAVING A LIL' NICE CHAT WITH ME! <3

homed and i just ate the nice food that i'm addicted to, but i dont even know the name of it -.- but it's very nice but it makes me fat and more of a UGLY PF! lol i shall drink loads of water, but i only wish that water taste like coca cola, and i'll drink 1 whole cup every hour :>

later got special service at night, so cannot online. so tmr's plan, please tell me asap or just sms me!

SMILE, IT TAKES LESS MUSCLES THAN TO FROWN :D:

pebble.