i wish and wish.

it won't ever come true.


i wish and wish, for my wish that i wish to come true. and it won't ever, i know.


:D: i'm half half today! ain't feeling well too, feel like puking ;x yikes, i think cause i eat too much, and become too fat, then my stomach cannot take it. i can't take it now too, ouchhh. my stomach hurts, i have one small ulcer that just popped out, i feel like vomitting, i'm having a minor headache, and i'm missing someone. in all, i just feel worse than ever! :/

1. today was freezing cold. i didn't bring jacket again. shall bring it. but whenever i bring my jacket, it's super hot. lol, the weather just doesn't like me much huh! hahah freezing today, i wonder why the snow didnt come down.

2. open space was great, talking to lynn outside 101. she's going to be my tuition teacher! for some subjects that i'm weak in. which is like alot? hahah thanks alot to her, i owe her so much man! :D

3. three continuous periods of english wasn't good. i just felt like sleeping, but there was sodoku to keep me awake. heh, helped huimin complete hers and helped jingzhen finish up most of it ! see i'm super nice , PUI.

4. reccess wasn't good. didn't have much appetite to eat. what's with me. some days i eat so much , and some days i just dont feel like eating. weird -.-

5. chem wasn't good. very boring. wanted to find ms chian, but in the end she had to go . boooo, handed up my ws and that's all. boring~ i know someone is very disappointed. ):

6. cep was okay lah, just plain group work about aging people, how we should care for them. then just talked and drew on the paper. hahah watched the video and then jingzhen "cried". hahah nahh, she was just over -emotional. get use to it :D

7. history was super boring. i wanted to sleep~ rawr, just went through the workbook without teaching anything. and seriously, i think her house is the shoe shop or something. i have never once seen her wear the same pair of shoes everyday. my goodness, and her clothes, she must live in a place where there are endless supply of shoes and clothings! hahah. :b

8. after school, felt miserably down. thankfully for chengyee and chiyien, i cheered up a teeny weeny bit. but not much too . just didn't feel good. went to eat with them, and was happy for awhile. then thought about somethings, and felt super down again. i'm such a weirdo, i can't help it. ):

9. I STEPPED ON A MOUSE TAIL WHILE WALKING TO EAT. eww, gross. it was totally gross. i didn't see the dead mouse there. so i just walked. then suddenly chiyien screamed and i totally freaked out after seeing it. felt like vomiting, and then saw a piece of red meat along the road. made me even worse. but it was quite a funny incident, so i calmed down and was happy for a while again :D

10. THANKS LYNETTE FROM HARP, WHO ALWAYS CHEERS ME UP USING THE LAMEST WAYS. hehheh, i pratically went high with her during harp time ,along with grace. hahaha (: im known as SILLY SHUNING. then yeap, couldn't stop laughing. so it was really great to laugh a great deal, after being sad. ):

11. hahah thankfully ms wong didnt' come. at first i was quite sad, cause i wanted to learn syf song, my playing sucks. then after that, i started thanking god. cause if she came, i would have just slept and then made a fool of myself by playing terribly. ><

12. homed and then ate. didn't have much appetite too, although the sausage was rather tempting. hahah :D

13. currently blogging on family com. my stupid tablet doesn't have internet again. it only likes to work at night. booohoo, around 9 plus. which means i only have a lil' while of internet time. blooooody. ><

14. i shall touch up on my art pieces later on, which i totally dread to. I HATE ART, ART SUCKS. booo, i hope mrs lim wouldnt' talk to us again. rawr, and next term is D&T !yippeeee~

i'm still being sad and feel worse than ever. i wonder can anyone help me, boooo. yikes, i'm turning emo again. NO I CAN'T. hahah tags really cheer me up a great deal. (:

you make me smile and cry.

-shue.