I feel like sleeping and never wake up.Things are not going well.I'm not sure how long more can I last.Events come one by one, each time with new chapters unfold.Slowly I'm falling down.I'm falling down again, deeper than last time.I feel so sick and tired.Of everything, anything in my life.I feel like breaking down,but I know I can't.I know people hate me, I know people backstab me.I'm sorry I'm not perfect.I tried being good, but I just have my falling time.I'm not sure if it's just me or whoever.But I miss the old times.I don't want the future to come.Time seems to fly, I can't bear to leave everything.I don't dare to face the future.I'm scared, I'm just scared.I feel like a failure, each time my eyes go watery.Each time I fail something, each time I can't do a ting.I feel like I'm useless, I can't do a thing right.Even my life is going wrong.When is it going to be right.I've additional problems, other than school ones.I'm trying very hard,but I'm tired already, I need a rest.There isn't any rest stop ahead, I wonder when.I wonder when I'm going to collapse.
I'm sorry, Shuning's just typing a big chunk of crap, just like she always does. She's just being so lame and so stupid, acting as if something big has happened. It's just nothing much, but she acts as if there's a crack in her life, that's getting bigger and bigger in time. -.-
Because there really is.
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