:D: SIGH.

I'm so going to die tmrw, how great is that. I don't want to go to school, I hate school, I hate work, I hate tests, I hate chemistry, and I hate chemistry tests in school. D:

Shucks my chemistry is really bad, and now you want to test me on chemistry for a paper of 25 marks, and knowing Ms Chian, she'll shout and shout like idk whatever, and then give us a little time for a hard paper, like whatttt -.- I cannot stand her way of teaching lah. Sigh, I know she's nice and yeah, friendly and all. But her pace is too fast and I can't keep up. And my studies are really bad, how do you expect me to keep up with her! Chemistry is so hard lah, and is like the tests are so hard. And you give us 5 minutes only, and you shout here and there. Like wth, we're supposed to score full marks for you meh? Fine lah, there are such smart people in the world, but doesn't mean ALL are like that what. I'm sure there are stupid students existing, such as me. And we need to learn at a slower pace, and currently, Ms Chain is zooming so fast that I'm like out of sight -.-

Tmrw chemistry test, 25 marks, I really really cannot pass. I know myself, I have zero confidence in myself now, after all the tests I took. I really really cannot pass, and especially this is chemistry. And shucks, everytime my mind goes blank .

1) There's stupid chemistry tmrw, there's a 25 marks test! Perfect start of a bad day.
2) English, I wonder what we're going to do lah. Argumentative, I cannot argue, and I don't like to argue.
3) CEP, always have those interesting programmes that I always seem to want to sleep. Zen me bannn!
4) Math, I hate math now. I can't understand it now AT ALL. Mensuration, whatever whatever. Somemore Mr Liu is always being super sarcarstic until I cannot stand it.
5) Music, what if Ms Yeo starts scolding us again, but thankfully there's video to watch. But somehow my emotions start to rush up during music.
6) ACC, there's no more nice dramas to watch, only have chinese history. And my ppt is still half-done.

Thankfully there's no piano tmrw. But I feel super restless, Idk what to do. D:

Tonight is a bad night. It started out fine, went to visit Cherie's grandmother. Chatted for awhile, then went to Grandmother's place for dinner. Walked around, drank bubble tea, and went to see nice curtains! Went Grandmother's house, and started highing around with Xian korkor, Wanqi and sis. Then felt really tired again, "emo" or whatever, and felt tired. Slept on the massage chair, then woke up, homed. And currently posting. Felt very moody on the ride home, and now I'm typing this useless post, but venting out my emotions pretty well. But somehow I still don't feel well. Why am I like that again, I need MCT badly. D:

Suckerrrrr.