Tell me why.

The loveofmylife, made me cry. Hohoho, in a way lah. She was so super sweet, that I cried. :)

And her tag, really really made me think. I feel quite selfish now, the previous post. But yeah, that as really what I wanted to say for a really long time. Suddenly a burst of emotions, and I just vented out everything. Uh not every single thing, but :D

One of the sweetest thing, inspiring and meaningful thing, a person has ever typed to me. I really really thank this person, I love you <3

There are times when we feel that no one can possibly understand what we are going through. We feel that we may not be able to make it, because we're having to endure what no one else has had to endure.

God is saying, in essence, "I know that what you are going through is very hard. I know it may seem unbearable. But you need to realize that others have gone though very similar trials. I enabled them to get through it. I will get you through it too!"

How often we feel that we have reached the end of our rope—when we really haven't. How often we feel that we can endure no more—when we really can. You see, God is the One Who knows us better that anyone else possibly could. He knows us better than we know ourselves. He knows how much we can bear. He knows exactly which "straw would break the camel's back."

And He promises that He will never allow that much testing to come our way.

When we are tempted to cry out, "Oh God, I can't take anymore!" He gently reminds us of these words. "I will not allow you to be tested above what you are able to bear."

Cried straightaway after reading this, but I felt so much better after the cry. Chatted with sister and we ate tidbits! I finished up pocky, one of the fatty junk food too (D:) and she ate cucumber! Hoho, did work, and chatted for awhile with Vegetable, and we had so much in common, I felt. Really felt super high when talking to her about certain someone, laughed in msn, like crazy! Heehee, we shall not care about people who have uneven high skirts, CMI boyfriend, lousy attitude. :)

I feel MUCHHHH better now. And thinking back, about what just happened, and all along, I'm quite surprised, who are the people who cheered me up, and made me feel better by talking to me.

Sucker.

I'm not trying to compare, I'm not trying to make myself look miserable. I'm not trying to act emo, and I know I'm supposed to be contented. But why, why must it always be me having friendship problems, little friends, alone, these kind of things. Maybe I'm oversensitive, yes that must be it. But why, others can have such happy lives, many friends, ALWAYS surrounded by people, totally no friendship problems, highpy, smart, great, talented, everything I wish for. I know I sound like a stupid sucker, but since you already think I'm quite a sucker, what can I do.

I hate that feeling of being disliked or hated.

I hate that feeling of being left alone.

I hate that feeling of walking alone.

I hate that feeling of not fitting in.

I hate that feeling of looking at others' happy lives, and looking at mine.

I hate that feeling of comparing, but I can't help it.

I hate that feeling of being gossiped about.

I hate that feeling of being backstabbed.

I hate that feeling of being talked about behind my back.

I hate that feeling of people laughing and joking, and I'm just beside them, and they don't ever give a damn.


All because.

I felt all of that before, not just once. And the feelings suck, it's awful, it's horrible, it's terrible, it's almost beyond words. It's bad, doesn't feel good, at all. I already suck, I don't want to have sucky feelings too.


Soon, ICTATA D:

I scream you scream.

FOR ICE CREAM! :) $1 for one, $4.50 for five!

Hoho, I've been repeating for dunno how many times these few days. Been selling ice cream for Grad Night, since Tuesday! Tuesday was with Tianli and Shermine, Wednesday was with Yanlin, Today was with Pearlynn, but she left quite early.

I
am
officially
dead
tired
.

Seriously, I need loads of sleep. Someday, I'll make sure I sleep the whole day, really whole day! Maybe after EOYs, that's the only time I can finally relax. Then I'll ask mom for permission to sleep the whole day, and not do anything at all! Hee, sounds great. But yeah, I'm really really stressed up and tired now. Whenever I think of certain things, my mind is bursting like crazy. Headache all day long, sometimes a teeny weeny bit, sometimes super bad. I'm so deprived of resting. And one thing super bad about me being stressed up, I'll start eating and eating, out of control. Lol take out all the junk food and start munching on them, while I keep myself busy with work. Hohoho, but thankfully, sometimes I rather to be busy than slacking all day. But not as busy as now, so many things to do daily! Horrible. D: Ah well, I shall try my very best, although I'm already near to breaking. I know I look fine, hohoho. :D

Today is Weina's day back at India! I suppose she'll start school soon, and her life at India begins again. Shopping, reading, spanish, suntanning, I hope she enjoys herself over there! TAKE CARE WEINA, MISS YOU ALREADY!

Morning was fine, chatted with Yanlin, and then changed some groupings. And I seriously had such a huge headache that I was going to pop! Controlled myself, and then did duty. English Lit. was tiring, I was yawning throughout. Thankfully managed to do the mindmap thing. PW was free period, so discussed about Rcube with Jingzhen, and she helped alot alot alot! Thanks so much girl, would have died of bursting if it wasn't for your help!

Assembly wasn't very good, at first alright. Cause we were watching the dramas, super nice lah! Then suddenly, halfway through assembly, someone went to ask me if I could change the person's grouping, whatever blah. And then I totally went stunned, and then my headache came back again. I mean, I'm sorry lah, I seriously can't please everyone. I'm sorry ohkay, I also want to make everyone happy, I set my objectives is to let you all have fun and enjoy. But please try not to ask me to change anything already. I know I'm a lousy IC, I know I can't plan well, I know I can't even let you all have fun and just let you all choose your pairing. But I really can't, I'm sorry. Stop asking me about it ohkay, it's going to be real unfair for everyone. I already feel very bad about some things, so stop trying to make my head burst more and more. I'm going to do my very best to make this a success, but I'm really sorry if you don't like the whole thing, who you are with, who is in your group, what activities will there be, don't like me, I am sorry.

Felt totally upset, went with Charmaine. Then VJ was fine, watched clips, felt abit -.- at some parts, but alright. Lunched and went back class with Huimin. Chinese was fine, but I dozed off. So embarrassing lah, I slept, I didn't even know I slept! Hoho and when I woke up, I was alone, Jingzhen was gone! Aw man, ): Then went to sit with Frenchfries! She made me high, quite. Went through work, and then had math thing after school. Finished and went canteen. Pearlynn came and chatted. Did work and tested her on chinese spelling, before she went off. Continued selling, then packed up at 6. Family came to fetch me, and homed.

Just ate dinner, mom talked to me. And I was suddenly stunned. There's only 12 more days left, to common tests. Omg, how am I going to prepare my notes and study in time. I don't even have enough time to plan and finish what I need to do now. I am completely dead. I really feel like breaking down. But I know it wont work, so I'll put on a smile, and do my really best, chiong ah! D:


Tags.
Yuhan: Shrugs, who knows! Hoho.
Rock: Thanks, but I'm fine, I'll put on/out a strong front! :)
Hazel: Woah, thank you love!
Jingzhen: Hehaho, lol! :)
Bernard: Yeah, so nice of you lah. [:
Charmaine: You're loads of help, can't live without you! Stay strong too alright, we shall both strive and work really hard until we want to break already. But we must fight on till the very last minute, and after common tests, cry all we want, and let out all of our emotions alright! Be it highing or crying, I'm here with you :D
Loveofmylife: Hahah see it now? I posted just for your sake! Mwaaha I know you're super honoured lah. And thanks so much for everything. :)
Chongee: I'm nice ohkay, I don't do such a thing! Hahaa you never buy ):
Yiping: Aw I'm so not! You're really cute and pretty lah, hope to see you again :}
Rock: Yeah right, good job -.- But thanks lah :/
Huiqi: Wheeeeeee, hope you like your present from me! Hoho I really love you so, thanks for every every thing! I'm just a call away too, anything I'm here :D
Nichol: Haha yay! Your drama was really nice, great job!
Charmaine: Hoi, don't tease me lah! Hahaha I know I'm the sweetest and healthiest thing you ever have :DD
Chongee: Hahaha pizza! Can't wait to go out with you guys for pizza someday! :]
Yujun: Thanks darling! Haha I'm half dead now. Take care :D
Taymin: Thanks girl, I'll take care! You jiayou too alright, you're doing fine :} And I repeat, I am NOT chio lah D:

Done.

I still feel upset now, I can't smile in reality now, but I know I can do it. GOGOGO SHUNING, NO MATTER HOW LOUSY YOU ARE, YOU'RE STILL ALIVE, SO LIVE YOUR LIFE, AND BETTER MAKE SURE YOU ARE WORTH YOUR LIFE.

STRONG Shuning.

xoweinaxo.

WEINA, TAKE CARE. WE MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY, AND WE LOVE YOU LIKE MAD! <3
JIAYOU OVER THERE, YOU'RE GOING TO BE FINE! LOOK FORWARD TO YOU COMING BACK, HOHO SMILE :)

Aw, I'm really going to miss Weina badly, in fact, I'm already missing her like crazy! Hoho, she's such a great lovely babe, I'm going to miss her smile, laughter, voice, face, chitchats, everything! Now there's an empty seat beside me, feel kind of D: But ah well, we know that there's still msn and webcams, so yeah, I still can keep in contact with Soh Weina, the beauty queen :D

Anyway, to those who think that I'm emo, I'm so not emo. I'm not going to be emo, due to some personal reasons. I'm just feeling down sometimes, kind of stressed up. Don't ask me why I'm feeling stressed, you'll most probably think I'm a lame person, which a lot of people think I am. And I'm always experiencing emotional roller coasters, so don't come near me, if you cannot cope with my moodswings. I am super sensitive, that's why many dislike me. I feel kind of sad with it, but what can I do. So yeah, I'm not emo, just down. And why am I down, cause of small lil' things in my life. And you might think I'm such a freak, cause I can't get high, and I'm always so emo-ish or whatever. But that's because, I'm just not used to highing nowadays. It's just not me anymore, so yeah. Hoho. And I know I've changed, and not for some person. But yeah, just changed. No idea why, no idea when it all started, no idea how it started, no idea who made me change. I know I suck, and I know I can't do much things right, I also know I'm not much of a good friend. I don't like this too. Perfect.

Morning was fine, chatted with Yanlin, and talked to Peixian for a short while! (:D) Did duty, wrote out more details for R-cube event, I'm quite looking forward to it, although have to get it all done in 10+ days. Open space was fine, did worksheet with Sayhua, she's such lovely. Hoho, and thanks Rachel for letting me sit on your seat! Math was alright, Mr Liu used a very interesting method to show me how come the thing was right-angled. Geography was alright, took notes, felt abit ._. Then got back history paper, felt quite disappointed in myself. Thankfully I still got A, but I aimed for A1, and yeah, I didn't get it. Felt discouraged, but anyway, I'm going to chiong for CTs! (O:) Shucks, I'm feeling so unmotivated now lah. Chinese was average, did worksheet. Physics was fine, had PBL, and discussed some things. And chatted about R-cube, felt like I fit in suddenly (:)) After school, felt super like crying. But anyway, went down to meet Yanlin and thankfully Liangchoon was there to help us with the lock. Anyway, sold ice-cream, ate lunch, and chatted with Yanlin. Chatted for quite a really long time, felt certainly glad, cause it's been a long time since I talked so long with one person. (:D) Went for harp, I'm so going to pull my fingers, my fingers are so short lah! Somemore I was the only sec two today for harp ones, so had to solo for awhile, and I played terribly. Mom came to fetch me, then played badminton downstairs. Then came up for dinner, yum. Now currently posting.

I think my head's about to burst. I haven't finish the elearning thing, and the quiz! Like seriously, I'm so dead. like DEAD. D:

Ohkay, I shall list down the things I need to do:
1. Design harp shirt, colouring, and inform Gary about shirt.
2. Check out sentosa map, and roughly plan out stations.
3. List out things to buy for R-cube, and the cost for each item.
4. Finish up OP worksheet.
5. Research on electricity consumption on average, for PBL.
6. Try to do ACC worksheet.
7. Read up 6 parts of E-learning.

And many more lil' things.


JIAYOU SHUNING, YOU'RE GOING TO DIE, IF YOU DON'T BUCK UP. BETTER WORK HARD, OR YOU'LL NEVER IMPROVE.!!!!! YOU'RE SO NOT STRESSED UP PLEASE, SO LIL' WORK. PLAN WELL AND WORK HARD.

Stressssssssed.

Easier said than done.

For the sake of Miss Tang Xin Ning! If I must, I must :D

I LOVE THE LOVEOFMYLIFE, SHE'S YOUNG SWEET LOVELY PRETTY GREAT SMART TALENTED PERFECT :)

And she's yummy too! As for why I said she's yummy, I have no idea why, very random. Hohoho, for me to know, for you to find out.

And agh, is there no map of sentosa that's clear on the web! I've been searching for so long, and I can't find a stupid map of sentosa that shows me clearly the places I can go. Looks like I really need to go there on Monday to see how it is :/

INTERNET IS NOT NICE TO ME TODAY, MAKE ME FIND SO LONG, AND YET, NO CLEAR MAPS OF SENTOSA! D;

PS, if anyone has any paper map of sentosa, would you please lend it to me! :)

SillySallySolly!

Quick post, before I rush to do all my things D:

I feel kind of stressed up now, no idea why? Maybe more and more duties coming up, work to be done, deadlines nearing, everything. I think my mind is spinning and spinning, I feel so headachey, and yet I can't seem to describe it to anyone. Sigh whatever.

Morning was alright, chatted and did duty. Council met, and I'm in probation for gradnight comm, and also IC for R-cube event and another thing too. Felt like pulling my hair lol! But I have a chance of going BBBS camp! Yeah, english did oral writing. PE was fun, played doubles with Weina, Jingzhen and Sabrina. Then went to the back gate there to play with Huimin and Jingzhen during recess. Chinese was average, felt restless. Read book, and then geography was alright. ICT was super fun, sat with Sayhua and after doing photoshop, we had free time! Read my old posts, and were laughing at them. Hoho, history was fine, took notes, and we're getting back paper tmrw!

Dismissed, went to canteen and met up with Shermaine and Tianli and Yanlin came soon afterwards. Helped out, did abit of work, read book! Then mom and dad came to fetch me, and homed. Just ate dinner, and I'll have to do work again. School stuffs are so weird. Suddenly nothing to do, super slack. Then suddenly, zoom! so many things to do, until going to cannot cope already.

And today was Weina's last day of school, take care alright! I'm super happy we took one last photo before going off. Stay strong woman, and be happy over there alright! Haha I know you'll miss people here, but thankfully there's still msn! Stay healthy ohkay, enjoy yourself in India, look forward to shopping lah! WEINA LOVER WIFEY, ILY! <3

and lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN HUIQI, THE TICKLER :)
Hoho, you're finally thirteen! Anyway, take care of yourself, and stay happy ohkay! Thanks for always being there for me, and the siaokia hotline! Hahah I'll call you whenever I'm feeling down alright! Haha I'm here for you too, take care, smile smile! And beware, cause I will come and tickle you someday :D JIAYOU!

ilovefrenchfries.blogspot.com

HELLO, I'M SO HAPPY, CAUSE SAYHUA'S BESIDE ME NOW. AND WE'RE SUPPOSED TO HAVE ICT, BUT NICE MS SOH GAVE US FREE TIME TO DO WHATEVER WE WANT. HOHOHO :)

frenchfries says: chicken wings are sexy! :D

That was random of her, but super cute! And she just pinched my cheeks and tickled me. I'm being tortured now, cause she wants to make me smile ._.

SMILE :D FOR SAYHUA. And just for her, and only for her. I know she feels honoured and touched right now.

Anyway, it's Weina's last day, and everyone's very sad about it. -sniffs- Yeah, feel quite down, cause I'm not going out with her after school, and so later, at 2.30, it'll be my last time seeing her, till end of year. D:

Sigh, thankfully FRENCHFRIES is beside me, so I feel better, D: I need donuts though, loads and loads of donuts and mcflurry! And of course, YUMMY FRENCHFRIES.


I MISS WEINA LOVER WIFEY 209-ER, NANHUARIAN, COUNCILLOR, <3

Locked up inside too long.

"Now the lock is rusty, and the key is misplaced.
The feeling is kept inside, repeating itself,
again and again, up and down."

I'm sure you don't understand, but I do.

I think Charmaine really helped me alot just now! I was feeling very agh! over something, and she just said about letting my emotions just go, venting out how I feel, afterall, it's just my blog. So yeah, I shall not think about what others think of me, although it's hard for me not to ._.

Morning was fine, went classroom to take chemistry file, only took home the notes file, never take back the blue one. Chatted with Yuhan and Yanlin downstairs for awhile, and Yanlin gave each of us a customized icecream stick! I felt really happy lah, she's such a sweet love! Hoho got our council jacket! It's nice yeah, I love it! (:D:D) Chemistry was fine, test was horrible, but I tried already! Shan't think about it. English was average, went through comphrehension, and I chatted with Weina! Felt emotionally unstable, but who cares. Went for recess, then went to look for Charmaine! Ahhhh finally saw her, couldn't control emotions! Hahaha then chatted with her, and went back class. CEP was alright, chatted and slacked around. Math was nice! Omg lah, I got 19/20 for test 7! Felt really really really super duper uber happy! I was like "ahhh!" cannot believe it. Haha then had lessons, took notes. Lunch was fun, ate with Huiqi, Hazel, Kimberly, Chongee and Bernard! Haha helped them order Pizza, then went back class. Music free period, I miss Ms Yeo (:b) Read book and slacked. ACC was average, felt quite restless though! Dissmissed and went down to front gate to look for Huiqi, Hazel and Kimberly! Pizza arrived, and went to buy Milo with Jia'En and Yi'Hsiu (sp?) Went oneone, and the party officially began! Haha then chatted with Huiqi and gang, then took photos! Haha oneone is really cute, and I really miss the times with Lynn, when we took the class for OC! Aw this makes me near to tears (D:) Cleaned up, then took random photos with the rest. Then went library and settled down with Pingwei. Studied for awhile until I was totally sleepy. Dozed off, and then mom called. Went to NUH for awhile, then went to fetch sister. Dinner at Boonlay, then went to see curtains. Felt tired, finally reached home. Currently posting :)

OH I LOVE DONUTS, 甜甜圈, 甜甜的! :D


Tags.
Chongee: Hahaha I see, no pizza for you!
Jingzhen: Aiyoh, I don't have all lah! Horsey is for you!
Huqi: Aw I miss listening to songs on your Ipod! Hahaha yeah, shake it woahhhh! :D
Hazel: Delete my unglam photos! Aw. Haha cause I've got rabbit teeth :/
Kimberly: Haha jiayou for band! Yay you're thirteeeeeen :)
SK: Hahaah he's inside Fated To Love You right!!! :D:D
Tortoise King: I'm not slacker ohkay! Hahaha I have great highing skills, went really crazy with you yesterday lah :)
Iris: Thank you so much love, really needed that tag. Haha yeah, I'll pray to God, but sometimes, my faith is really bad now ):
Apple: Haha this roller coaster is not fun D:
Bernard: Hey yoh, yay artistic photos! :)
Rock: Hahaha i see, he's super cute in FTLY! O:
Weina: Thank you dear, I love you too! Take care alright, BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY ohkay, I need to stay strong too! D;
Paperheart: Ahh I miss you super very much, everything's changing. D: Idk lah, I need to catch up with you badly, hoho thanks for the design btw!Paperloveeee.
Chongee: Wheee I posted, hahahaa pizzaaaaa! :D
Yuhan: Hahah you want me to? Spoil your eardrums ):

Done.


I NEED LOADS AND LOADS OF DONUTS. Although it'll make me super fat, and yeah, bad. But it's really niceeee! Yum, Donuts cheers me up like crazy. Anyway, needed them during recess time ):

Donut-fan!

:D: SIGH.

I'm so going to die tmrw, how great is that. I don't want to go to school, I hate school, I hate work, I hate tests, I hate chemistry, and I hate chemistry tests in school. D:

Shucks my chemistry is really bad, and now you want to test me on chemistry for a paper of 25 marks, and knowing Ms Chian, she'll shout and shout like idk whatever, and then give us a little time for a hard paper, like whatttt -.- I cannot stand her way of teaching lah. Sigh, I know she's nice and yeah, friendly and all. But her pace is too fast and I can't keep up. And my studies are really bad, how do you expect me to keep up with her! Chemistry is so hard lah, and is like the tests are so hard. And you give us 5 minutes only, and you shout here and there. Like wth, we're supposed to score full marks for you meh? Fine lah, there are such smart people in the world, but doesn't mean ALL are like that what. I'm sure there are stupid students existing, such as me. And we need to learn at a slower pace, and currently, Ms Chain is zooming so fast that I'm like out of sight -.-

Tmrw chemistry test, 25 marks, I really really cannot pass. I know myself, I have zero confidence in myself now, after all the tests I took. I really really cannot pass, and especially this is chemistry. And shucks, everytime my mind goes blank .

1) There's stupid chemistry tmrw, there's a 25 marks test! Perfect start of a bad day.
2) English, I wonder what we're going to do lah. Argumentative, I cannot argue, and I don't like to argue.
3) CEP, always have those interesting programmes that I always seem to want to sleep. Zen me bannn!
4) Math, I hate math now. I can't understand it now AT ALL. Mensuration, whatever whatever. Somemore Mr Liu is always being super sarcarstic until I cannot stand it.
5) Music, what if Ms Yeo starts scolding us again, but thankfully there's video to watch. But somehow my emotions start to rush up during music.
6) ACC, there's no more nice dramas to watch, only have chinese history. And my ppt is still half-done.

Thankfully there's no piano tmrw. But I feel super restless, Idk what to do. D:

Tonight is a bad night. It started out fine, went to visit Cherie's grandmother. Chatted for awhile, then went to Grandmother's place for dinner. Walked around, drank bubble tea, and went to see nice curtains! Went Grandmother's house, and started highing around with Xian korkor, Wanqi and sis. Then felt really tired again, "emo" or whatever, and felt tired. Slept on the massage chair, then woke up, homed. And currently posting. Felt very moody on the ride home, and now I'm typing this useless post, but venting out my emotions pretty well. But somehow I still don't feel well. Why am I like that again, I need MCT badly. D:

Suckerrrrr.

Dying up inside.

"Life is like a combination lock;
your job is to find the right numbers,
in the right order,
so you can have anything you want."
- Brian Tracy

I like that quote very much, seems meaningful! You have to find the right things to do, right people to do with, right place to do it at, right timing to do it, and tadum, everything is in place :D

Anyway, CHONGEE'S SUCH A GREAT AHPEH, I love his email! Hohoho, the minute I came home, and we started chatting. Felt quite down, but now I feel muchhhhh better already, hooray!

Oh and, CHARMAINE IS BACK, HOHO.mShe's busy with her homework and tests though, so jiayou girl, you can do it! :)

Morning was fine, service was normal. Lessons was interesting, I got full marks for quiz! Hoho, Randy's very nice (:D) Then we had a special time for sharing today, and yeah, I really like what Randy taught today: GRACE and FAITH :D

G od
R iches
A t
C hrist's
E xpense
or
G ood
R elationship
A t
C hrist's
E xpense

&

F orsake
A ll
I
T ake
H im

Anyway, after lessons, went home with Wing, and had some nice time together. Hohoho!! And then went to Pandan for lunch, and watched this disgusting show lah, sick! Came home, played piano, it's a very good way of venting emotions! Went JEC, met up with Weina, Yuhan, Huimin, Joel, Chunxian and Billy C. Waited for Jingzhen, and went IMM for lunch! Hoho, walked around after lunch, and I love 'Minitoons' stuffs, super cute! Ahh I want so many things now lah, greedy pig (O:) Went to find Yuhan's wallet, and thankfully the person kept it for us! Homed and I'm currently posting [:

Going hospital to visit Cherie's grandmother later, then going grandmother's house. Aiyoh, was planning to walk to Boonlay with mom, but looks like our plan is going to be cancelled! D:

I learnt that:
Ily = one word.
Often = Of-fen.

AND LASTLY, THANK YOU KARINE TAN PAPERHEART, FOR DESIGNING THE HARP LOGO! THE PATTERN'S REALLY NICE NICE NICE ♥

Lydia Tang Shu Ning.

PIAK!

Down.

Up.

Down.

Up.

Down again.

Why is my life like that, controlled by a stupid roller coaster. Seriously, I hate it lah. It's like out of control or something, suddenly over a small teeny weeny matter, can be high high up, then another teeny weeny bit of happening, then deep deep down.

Agh#$%^&*(%^!

I WANT!

Ah! I want cartoon tees:
SPONGEBOB!

COOKIEMONSTER!

:D Ahhhhh only at $8 lah, I want! Hohoho, anyone nice enough to buy for me? Hee, if you're interested too, they're all at $8, other designs too! From here :D

Be nice and buy it for me :) LOL.


I'm super bored lah, I'm super addicted to 'Shake It' by Metro Station. And I'm rotting to death. And anyway, TAKE CARE YUHAN, DRINK LOADS OF WATER!

Always Be My Baby;

I love it, by David Cook! He's quite shuai lahhhhhhh, woah :D

Andand, I like Relient K's songs too, such as 'Must Have Done Something Right' and 'Be My Escape', I really like Be My Escape now :)

"
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.

I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You

So were You
"

Hohoho, it's nice, and the tune is interesting! I like the chorus very much, wheeeee. The ending is nice, just three words, and end!

Anyway, I'm dead tired. Really really tired out, agh. Slept at one plus yesterday, was walking around downstairs with mom, then chatted for quite awhile. Came upstairs and ate Wing's Shepard's pie. It's nice, I like the potato best! Yeah, then washed up and went to sleep. :)

Morning was average, woke up super late, I felt like a pig! Oink. And then went to eat with parents, and sister continued sleeping. Poor girl, she came home only at four plus, that's like super late? Ahh. Went to Trends and cut hair! Yay, the guy helped me cut today, he's the pro one heh. Then my hair is thinner now, got a teeny weeny layering, and yeah, I like it, although it's much shorter, and I still think the hair is quite thick, especially my fringe! Anyway, I'm really happy I can finally cut hair, :D Rushed back, and it was raining! Felt very sad, but thankfully it stopped raining, and we gathered and went up the bus. Reached Hort Park and explained game. Officially started and we started walking. Felt super down and yeah, upset! Sigh, thankfully Yijie was with me, and I felt much better after talking to her. Finally reached the mass game area, and we sang songs. Helped Eliz to lead, and started some games. Chatted with Yijie, and felt down again. (DD:) Walked to Henderson's Waves, super fun! Started camwhoring with Cherie and Wing, we did really funny poses, hee. Took group photos, and the bus came. Reached church and ate 'fondue' for chadian! Yay Minxi's such as great 'chef', it was really nice! Tried the chocolate syrup with Minxi, super sweetttt, cannot stand it. Lol! Played captain's ball, and Shaojing's really a big big nice meano! Hoho he's big, cause he has muscles, he's nice, cause he chatted with me really random stuffs, and meano cause he kept snatching ball from me! Hmph. Yeah anyway, I love my batchmate! Yeeha. Then came back home, ate dinner with dad, and went to see the new house! It's really nice, I thought it quite big. Not really big, but yeah, not small! Homed, and tadum, I'm posting :)

I FELT DOWN JUST NOW, BUT I SURVIVED THROUGH :D:


Tags.
Huimin: Hohoho yay, cant' wait! :)
Bernard: Hahaha boo you back, neighbour-to-be! Whoops Mr Mun! :D
Kimberly: Hahaha he's tall, and he played well lah (:
Sooche: Hahaha national day! :D
Huiqi: Smart girl, hoho, PIAK you lahhhh, bully me :b smackthat!!
Bernard: Hahaha let's share present for him mannnnn!
Kimberly: Yeah, colourful chongee, with highcut fbts! :B
Chongee: Why not! Hahah we're so nice to get you what you want :)
Aloysius: Haha yeap, I know Chongee and Kimberly both your juniors! Hoho, got links! :))
Yuhan: That's an opinon :b Hohooooo, but I have to agree with you!
Iris: Yayyyy I have photos with you now! Hahah see you :)
Shannon: Hello you, hoho yeah, Japanese is super cool right! Tkcare [:

Done.

AND CHARMAINE LEE JIALI VEG, I'VE SOMETHING FOR YOU WHEN YOU COME BACK, I CANT' WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN, I MISS YOU SO MUCH DDDD:

♥

NHHE!

HELLO HARPISTS:

Please take note that the following photos will most probably be the shirt design! And I've asked a friend of mine from A&D to help us with the logo! And sorry for the bad quality photos, and the bad lighting! Also take note that the harp shirt would most probably be dark gray, due to the colour contrast!

The back of the shirt :
(PS. Sorry bout the blue stroke across the lines)

'Nanhua Harp Ensemble"
will be changed to your own customized names :

Most probably at right bottom of the front,
if there's no logo :

Anymore comments, please leave a tag on my blog, or email me, or sms me, thanks! And please tell me what names you want to put, a.s.a.p.! :D

Name:
- whether you want it caps or not.
- whether you want it just your name or not.
- whether you want punctuation mark behind or not.
- whether you want smiley face or not.


Tadummm,
Shuning.

Sunshine Sadness Shades.

I love my henna, really makes me smile. Cause it has a bigbig SMILEY FACE on it, and 'SN♥' on it. Thanks to Yuhan, who has great artistic talent. Hohoho, I like my hand, it's like smiling at me :D

I think I've gone mad. It's not just a random statement, I really think I'm bonkers. I don't know if it's a good thing or bad thing :/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBERLY, YOU'RE FINALLY THIRTEEN TODAY! You're really cute, thanks for being such an adorable girl and really makes me smile sometimes! Take care and all the best for the year ahead ohkay! Must jiayou for your studies and stay cheerful all the time! And I hope you like the present! It's really cute right, looks like a normal 4 legged pig, but when you unbutton it, it's lying down! Haha you said you like to hug softtoys, so here's one for you! Hit it when you're feeling annoyed, and hug it when you feel happy! GAMBATTE KIMBERLY :D

Morning was great, WWP! Chatted with Yanlin and Jingyi(203) for awhile, super cute! Then went to buy sweets for Yuhan, and went back to class. Went down for duty, and passed present to dear cookie monster. Heh then Huiqi came and 'piak!' my butt. Hmph, got my revenge HAHA. I love HSBC lahhhh! And then chatted for awhile more, then went back class. English Lit was fine today, nothing much! And then PE was fun, I love playing badminton with Jingzhen I tell you, but SORRY JINGZHEN, IALWAYS MAKE US LOSE. I feel really bad lah, I'm such a lousy player (D:) Physics was average, don't like physics as much as before already, idk why (O:) Did henna during recess, yay! Thanks Yuhan, (:D) Art was fine, I think mine sucked as usual. Then spoilt dear Jingzhen and Weina's eardrums by singing really badly! I really have bad voice, hmph. I'm so sad lah, why can't I have a nice voice too (D:) Hoho PC was lame, we had some questions to do, then went for lunch. Math PBL was fine, went down to CR17 for presentation, and thankfully it went well. At least we didn't embarrass ourselves or something, managed to do some last minute add-in (:D) Dismissed, and went foyer to meet other harpists! Gary came, and we discussed about the shirt. Then talked to Taymin and Weiping for awhile, and their super interesting classmate came over to hug me. (shocks & horrors!) Talked to Weimann and Taymin, then Taymin went off. Really could not take it anymore, so called mom to fetch me home. :)

Played badminton with mom, and I have more strength now! But I have a quite big bump on my right leg, blue-black in less than 5 minutes when I hit it! Hmph, I'm so accident-prone(is it?) Anyway, yeah it hurts. Especially when I press it slightly only. Then went back home, I love sushi! Slept for awhile, I am really tired these days. Then the TV noise woke me up, and we went for dinner. Went Sheng Siong, I can't wait to see new house, I'm really excited, but yeah, mixed feelings. (DD:) Ate abit of mango, and mangosteen, I love fruits! Currently posting, I'm rotting to death :b

OH AND I'M GETTING FBTS FOR CHONGEE, HIS BIRTHDAY IS SOOOON :D Wanna chip in, and buy different colours for him? CHONGEE YOU'RE THE GREAT MANNNNNNNNNN :D:D

CHARMAINE IS COMING BACK, COUNTING DOWN. ♥

HSBC's lover!

Once in a long timeeeeee.

I just woke up! Hahaha, felt giddy and uncomfortable after dinner, so I decided to go and have a quick nap. Not really a quick nap, but yeah, slept. I feel much better now, hehaho[:

NHHE IS THE GREAT, WOAHHHHHH! :D:D

CLIQUE IS THE LOVE, WHEEEEEEEEE! <333

And anyway, I want to thank: you, Chengyee, Chiyien, Limyuan, Pingwei, Taymin and the rest who asked if I was ohkay :)

And I also really want to thank: Clique, Yanting, Yujun, Sooche, Charmaine Poh, HSBC! Thanks for cheering for me, and after my performance, talking to me, and making me feel super HAPPY for the first time in idk how long :D

TODAY WAS FANTASTICALLY GREATLY WONDERFULLY FABULOUS.

Morning was fineeeee, played with PhotoDJ in my phone, then chatted for awhile. Huiqi's the love hoho! And then did duty and chatted with Iris and HSBC. English Literature was great, I got18.5 for my test! I'm like super happy lah, although I thought I had a large empty room for improvement. hah! Then we spent one whole period to sort out worksheets, and I helped Weina, so I finally felt the feeling of 手忙脚乱 part. Talked to Jingzhen, she's so nice to talk to seriously(:D:D:D) Then PW, talked for awhile, then packed things, and went off! Hohoho went down to canteen for awhile, then went up to change into gown and shoes. Heh went to look for Ms Loy, and finally the room was opened. We were running of time, so quickly tuned the harps, and sec ones were missing! Got one said she didn't want to come lah. Agh, felt abit ._. at them. But whatever hahah. Then finally brought our harps down in no time! We are strong people (:D) And then performance was great. And just before we performed, there was a loud sound of "SHUNING JIAYOU!" -claps-! I was like, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! So touched I tell you, I LOVE CLIQUE! And then some from oneone were trying to call my name, hehe I managed to look at them and smile before playing. Then thankfully didn't play any wrong notes, but felt really nervous. The bowing part was a failure heh. Slacked behind the hall, watched the rest of the performance! BERNARD YOU ROCKED THE HALL WITH YOUR VOICE, WOAHH! And Aloysius got solo also, pro pro (:D:D) And Aloysius is damn tall lahh :D Then quickly went away, and then talked to Huiqi, Sooche, Yanting, Charmaine, Iris (anymore?) Hoho, and SOOCHE HUGGED ME WHEN SHE SAW ME! I'm like ahhhhhhhh over it! And then clique came over! I really really really really felt super happy when they came over lah, over the mooooooon and over the sunnnnnnnnnn and over the whole universe! Hehehehe, I LOVE CLIQUE. Thank you babes, I really really thank you all! And talked to Yanlin for awhile too, I LOVE YOU LOVE. (:D) And then talked to the rest for awhile, I love playing with Limyuan! Hahah then went to VJ for awhile, wore Siqi's blazer! Thank you Tan Siqi :D Helped them edit abit, and had to rush off again, I love seeing clique (x33) And then slacked around, and finally went to music room take phone. Then second performance was great. The mic was infront of me, so I had to play really loud. Thankfully i didn't make any mistakes!Ahhhhh so happy. Then put harp, then came back hall. We were supposed to do the "S, I N, G A P O R E!" cheer, and then the teacher said wrongly lah, everyone, EVERYONE laughed. Heeeee, so cute! She said "S, I N, A G P O R E!"Aiyoh, don't know how to spell is it! And then went back and quickly changed out of gown. Went back class with Pingwei. Then chinese was fine, I was super headachey though, SBH came to visit me with a great hammer, thankfully I managed to keep awake. Haha then dismissed :)

Went with Huimin to have lunch! Hahahaha I'm so happy I jio-ed this lovely girl out. Wheeeee, she's so nice! And then bought FBTs for someone's birthday, and went IMM. Walked around, chit chatted with Huimin, and we have our secret mission to do in school and at home! And every tuesday, we have secret mission to complete, must bring sling bag! Hahaha then bought a cute softtoy for someone's birthday, I think birthdays are so great, I love birthdays! Homed and had dinner. I like having early dinner now, thanks to the "talk" that Huimin gave. Then SBH came with an ultra hammer, so I had to go sleep. Slept, then couldn't go for special service. Agh,I shall plan my time wisely, and go next week!

And tmrw is a very special day, CAUSE IT'S KIMBERLY'S BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :D I shall dedicate to you tmrw.


Tags.
Chongee: I saw you when I was performing! :)
Loveofmylife: Hahyou should know, count yourself as normal :B
Chongee: Hahaha I don't want traffic light, J-walk!
Taymin: hahaha thank you dear, I'm not pretty ohkayy! Hahaha I love you juniors too, smile! :D
Yuhan: Hahahaha yeahhhhh, BUSTED IS THE LOVE. Mwhahaahaha yoyoyoyoyo, you're my granddaughter?:b
Roger: Mr Poh, Hurry come back before it's too late. D:
Rock: Hahaha I'm not emo lah, I'm never emo ohkay! :b
Chongee: I want more jokes pleaseeeeee, you rock!
Hsiehhui: Tmrw Tmrw Tmrw! :D
Sokhian: I'm at the back, can see your pretty face! :)
Huiqi: Wheeeeee thanks love! Geog sucked for me O:
Weina: Hey lover, I'm so glad you're sitting with me! :D
Yuhan: Aiyoh my dear, I had to tell you what's that! Hohohoho, MOU ZI :D so cute you!
Taymin: Meano, tempt me with food! Mwhahaha I shall not ever be tempted again, >p
Alien: Thanks loads, HOPE YOU DIDN'T LAUGH O:
Chunyi: Helloooooooooooooo, how're you! :D:D
Bernard: I cheered for you at the back, got see me anot! You rocked!
Yuhan: Yeah, I LOVE REAL FACTS, but obviously facts are real what ._.
Huiqi: Thank you my dear, you really helped alot, I really really love you, and HSBC! Make me feel so much better, really can't live without you mannn!
Bernard: Hah I thought you're used to her alreadyyy :b
Huiqi: Hahaha better don't tickle me, I'll scream 'molest' ohkay! :)
Paperheart: Thank you so much Couldn't see you though D:
Chongee: Wheeeeee thanks dear, why you never go band D:
Hannah: Hello dear, I'm fine thanks! How're you then :)

Done.

I AM REALLY HAPPY TODAY, NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY FOR SO LONG. THANK YOU: CLIQUE, HARP ENSEMBLE, ONEONE, HSBC, HUIMIN, :D

And I love my family, ever so caring.

PS. I'm talking to Xie Yuhan now, yay!

I MISS CHARMAINE LEE JIALI VEG, SHE'S COMING BACK THREE DAYS LATER, x33

Happiest girl on earth today, HAH:)

NHHEEEEEE.

TWINKLE TWINKLE: Everything is meant to be, to write the story of life :D

That made me cheer up really, and another unknown reason, cause I'm chatting more and more happily in a funny weird converstaion! Thank you mannnnnnnnnnnn :)

To all harpists :
HELLO, Please be reminded that tmrw's the performance, and not next Thursday! And it's during assembly, so yeah, be happy that you're performing for the whole school! And please remember your silver shoes and purple gown. Don't be embarrassed to wear it, cause the we're all going to wear it together! :D And please take note that you're to leave your class by 9.45am, and report to music room. Bring along your purple gown and silver shoes, and get changed! Hurry tune your harps immediately, and practice. Sec ones will be coming to help us take harps, so thank them! Hoho, and we'll be the 4th item I suppose, jiayou! And we can only eat in between the two assembly! See you then, take care! One last thing, this is from Yijie to you all:

" Jiayou for tmrw, the seniors 等着看好戏 okay! :) "


So yeah, jiayou harpists, look forward to PURPLE HARP TEE, and HARP JACKET.

Twinkles-

The only reason.

This joke is seriously hilarious, really made my hour :
Q: Why do you sleep with a thermometer in a hot flask, and with a polisher?
A: To make sure that you RISE AND SHINE in the morning.

:D HAHA, LAUGH. It was really funny to me, but now not so. Maybe because I was quite high, so I thought everything was funny then ._.

I miss watching Fated To Love You, I was watching it really fast, then I immediately stopped watching due to tests, homework. Yeah, and now I want to watch it, but there are other things for me to do first. Hmph, prioritise! Yeah, heard that Anna finally had her downfall, I'm so happy bout it lahhh! And Chunxi and Xinyi keeps arguing, super cute lah, hohoho[:

Anyway, I love fried rice, yum :)

Morning was "fabulous" cause I was so bored and with no one to talk to. Decided to return to class myself, since I felt down and seriously alone. Damn, I do hate rainy mornings sometimes. Took newspaper, and my hands could not take it once I reached oneone. Saw my dear HSBC, and they helped me take the newspaper up. Haha it was totally hilarious, I think I'm damn shi1 bai4 lah, cannot even take the stack of newspaper myself. Yeah, went down to oneone, I need some lively people to start my day right mannn! Hoho key went missing, and we finally got to know that, the stupid math teacher left in in the classroom, so oneone camped outside the class all the way until pledge-taking. Iris and I tried to use hairclip, safety pin and paper clip to pick the lock, apparently it didn't work. But nvm, it was quite fun! Heh, then Mr Mann came, and I went with Lynette to take the Open Space worksheet!

Came back class, completed the worksheet. Agh felt annoyed at some points, partly because the class was freaking noisy, and also cause I didn't know how to do some questions. Talked to Sayhua, felt very much better! Hoho, such a nice ladyyyyy (:D!) Math PBL was fine, thankfully Mr Liu didn't us any weird questions that I'm super clueless about. Geography was fine, Idk why the female teacher isn't here anymore! Nothing much, then history was fun! Had group work, talked alot to Sabrina, and tried tickling her using some interesting methods. Hee, and Linfang had a super funny joke! Hee chinese was fine, test was ohkay lah. Physics was quite boring, but time passed super fast, and I think Jingzhen's very nice. (:

Met up with Chengyee, went canteen to have lunch. Then went up to Skygarden to watch drama! 205 one was interesting, Christina acted! Then 208 was interesting, I thought one of the girls was pretty! Hahah then it was 209, then it was hilarious! Totally fabulous, I think Alvin sacrificed alot lah, took photos and videoed, many went high! Hoho, then went back music room. Chatted with Germaine, Chiyien, Limyuan and Pingwei. They are the supers! Harp was fine, went through tmrw's performing songs, and played the 2nd SYF piece. Felt tired, thankfully daddy and mom came! Chatted with Taymin, Sara and Yixin, and went to find Yuhan, Jingzhen and Joanna before I left. Went Yaolin's house to pass something, then homed. Walked over to Pandan for dinner, I love my family :D

Now currently posting, feeling upset, confused, down, whatever D:

AND I MISS CHARMAINE, VEGETABLE, JIALI, <3
I seriously can't live my school life without her, I miss her very badly! Ahhhhh, I'm so sad, I really really really want a hug from her when she comes back. And I hope she's fine over there! I miss her, hope she's feeling much better there, not that upset anymore! O:

Take #1!
Vegggggg <3

Take #2!

A sudden conversation, a sudden phrase, a sudden notice, and I'm feeling confused, upset, down. I don't know what's the problem with me. I really cannot take it, it's just a small matter, why must I make things so difficult. D:

Optimistic emo ._.

Botox wouldn't heal!

It's scary to see how people age:
(Bill Haley and The Comets, Sp?)

From THIS ,

to THIS.


Ahhhhhh, I don't want to age lah. I want to eat the 长生不老药！I don't mind dying, but I don't want to age lol D:

No one is totally drug-free!

Agh. Due to certain reasons, I can't post. Sheesh, I can't understand m. sometimes. Sigh, tmrw's Chinese, jiayou jiayou! O;

What's more, I'VE GOT THE WHOLE CHEEK SWOLLEN IN MOUTH, MY RIGHT-HAND SIDE. DUE TO STUPID ULCERS, AND THEY GOT BIGGER, AND COMBINED TOGETHER, AND FORMED A SWOLLEN IDK-WHAT. It's like super duper uber pain, ouchhhh ):


ANYWAY, DO YOU HAVE MOU ZI? :DDD

Wheeeeeeee.

Talking about my feelings, made me feel so much better. However, something seems to be hanging about, and my heart still feels like there's a big big big gigantic object weighing it down :D

I LOVE YEAR THREE THOUSAND, <3


"Not much has changed but they lived underwater,
and your great great great grand daughter is pretty fineeeeeeeeee. "

:D MCT!

MR GEOGRAPHY, YOU SUC/.

D:

I miss Charmaine, I need Charmaine, I want Charmaine. Sounds disturbing but yeah, CHARMAINE, IMY (DDD:) Life without Charmaine is really different! Although we're different class, different levels, it just feels uncomfortable to know that she's not in school. She's in another country, for one whole week! Ahhhh I'm super worried for her, I hope she's fine over there D: Sigh, what happens if I feel like breaking down, she's not here. And I can't sms her, and there's no one else. I felt that sense of 'insecurity' today ):











CHEER UP LOSER, YOUR GEOGRAPHY! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT, THAT EVIL MONSTER MR GEOGRAPHY . GOSH, HURRY FIGHT IT, AND LOOK FORWARD TO MEET-UP WITH MCT :D:D

PS. I think my dramatic emotions, or whatever, is coming out -.-

Hideous Fat Pig, :D

Shuckssssssssss! I haven't memorise finish my geog notes yet, and tmrw's the big day of the twenty-five marks test, GREAT D:

Ohkay so here's a quick short post bout today, before I'll rush off again to study my geography, and in hope to concentrate on the revision! Seriously Idk what's wrong with my brain, really cannot absorb anything except for negative stuffs. I need to memorise so many things, and my brain just stops dead and turns totally BLANK and I can't remember anything at all. I mean, at all! Grr, geography, geography, I need to memorise three pathetic chapters and nothing can go into my head D:

Today was alright, just that I have stomachache since yesterday night till now, slight pain now! Who cares, I'll be fine :D

Morning was fine, wet weather! Met Yijie at SAC and passed her agenda. Then went back class and decided to go 101 as early as I could, cause I felt really bored in class and can't study. Brought chem notes down and surprisingly, I managed to memorise quite some. And Huiqi, Chongee, Bernard are such nice people, HSBC! Woahhhh, I miss Ms Tan YF now, seldom see her in 101 (D:) Chemistry was fine, the test was horrible. Five minutes only, super crazy lah. I mean, she's pro, of course she can finish it all and get full marks, she's a teacher for goodness sake! But think about stupid people who just really can't understand about chemistry. That's freaking crazy lah, a test in five minutes, I hate it (D:) Felt really down cause I couldn't do it at all, too little time. English was average, had rehearsal on R&J, shan't elaborate. CEP was quite lame, had some cyber-wellness talk, and we had to perform skit. My group was super funny lah, although the names were very -.- agh. Math was so not fine, I don't like Mr Liu sometimes. (D:) Felt really bored and OFP, couldn't even help my group with a single thing (D:) Music was fine, relief teacher came in. Then did the music worksheet and read book. ACC was really interesting, went auditorium to watch the play. It was super niceee, reminds me of primary two, when I went to the cultural camp and learnt all those. Yeah then after school, parents fetched and homed. :)

Piano was fine, chatted with Aunt Suling alot, it's Youli(Sp?) birthday today! Yay, she's such a nice person, I really like her very much (:D) Practiced piano, and I'm learning alot of new songs woah.! Aunt Suling had to leave early, so I walked all the way to the front gate to wait for family. And walked back again. And walked for awhile more, and they came! Went Umbrella for dinner, chatted and had loads of laughter with my family (:D) Then homed and tadum, I'm posting!

OKAY, BUCK UP SHUNING, YOU SUCK MAN. SUCH A LOUSY STUDENT YOU ARE. HURRY GO AND STUDY GEOGRAPHY, AND MAKE SURE YOU GET >17 FOR THIS TEST. YOU LOUSY ____ PIG. @^%$#&$*%(!

Loserrrrr.

Bluegreenred!

What about yellow. ):

Yeah anyway, I LOVE TAN HUI QI, SHE'S THE ULTRA LOVE <3 Thanks girl for making me feel so much better, and looking more on the bright side now! And for making me feel better, and chatting with me when I was really frustrated and stressed up. And thanks for everything lah, ipod, jokes, newspapers, blah :D

Juniors are the supers!

Yeah anyway, I'm super tired now, -yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns- I think I have lack of sleep for this whole week, since I had so many activities. Oh mannnn, at first I can't wait for National Day holidays, but I realised, there's R-Cube event, and it's going to be real busy and tiring, since I'm in the planning committee too. Gah, I want to sleep. O:

I decided not to post my sad feelings here too much, in case there are some comments that will just make my heart go piang! and ouchhh O:

Morning was alright, wore similar dress/skirt whatever, with my sister! I like hers better though, it's brown.! Service was fine, I really liked today's choir singing, it's QZTQ choir! Yay super nice, and the presentation was greatt. I totally enjoyed the video clip! And there was a mass camp photo, and I saw me. Lol and Xuanle doing funny faces (:D) Then lessons were fine, Randy gave us quiz, and I got a pathetic 2 out of 5, all cause of my carelessness! I shall be more careful and not get the names mixed up next time (:D) Did worksheet, and Randy was super funny, I love his lessons, interestingly nice! Then ate at Pandan with Cherie, Wing and Eliz, and watched the tv over there, yay. Meeting was nice, we discussed about funny stuffs, and about 'bluegreenred'! Hohoho, homed. Now mom's resting, and sister's out for lunch :)

Oh yes, I MISS LYNN, our 30-minutes date, chitchat, read books, share newspaper, OC, everything with her. D:

Ohoh yes, IRIS! GET WELL SOOOOOOOOON, AND DRINK LOADS OF WATER<3


Tags.
HSBC: Yoh, which one are you!
Hsiehhui: Hahahaha TAKOYAKI, :D
Chongee: Chongeeeeee, I'm smiling cause of you!
Loveofmylife: Aw, ultimate love with you, hohoho! I love you yes, and I know you're crazily head over heels with me. <3
Alien: Hahaha thanks ah, so nice of you ah :b
Iris: IRIS! :D Thank you my dear, it's really great to know you, such a great junior. Take care too, God bless, and stay happy alright, take care of yourself. Jiayou! :D
Huiqi: Ay, you better don't! I'll scream into your ears :)
Chongee: The squirrel one is cute, and saw one yesterday! :O
SK: Hahha you sound violent -shocks- -horrors-! :b
Huiqi: Thank you dear, HSBC is the ultimate woahhh! :)
Hazel: Hahaha nonono, I dont; have such strength (:
Lynn: D: LYNN XUE, I WANT 30 MINS DATE, D: I miss you loads ,take care ohkay! Continue to stay lovely, smart, everything! Jiayou ohkay, I'll pray for you <3 Imy!
Yuhan: Hahahah tyty, you shall be the greatgreatgreat grand daughter. I love your blog song too! Anybody = yuhan x3
Charmaine: They can't find itttttttt ): Take care of yourself!
Hsiehhui: Wheeeeeeeeeee HH :)
Paperheart: Thank you love, catch up ohkay! Haha yeah, D:
Xuemiao: INTERNATIONAL GAY COLOUR! :D Blowkissback-
Rock: Hahah that was my WORST suay day. Lol take care (: I SI BU LIAO lahhhhhhhh :D
Huiqi: Yeah thank you babe, you're the best lah! Hahaha ty, I love you, and HSBC, and oneone!
Hsiehhui: Yahhhhhhh, but I found it :B


Lynn's ex-class partner 0:

:D

OMG. I FOUND MY HARP FILE. LIKE (*&^$%$*&%^(&p)*&^ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :)

I've been trying to find it since like dunno when lahhh! Since term three started mannnn, I've been trying to find it. Thankfully I haven't took scores from Yixin and photocopy, or else waste paper! Hah. I'm super duper happy wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Vegetable x3

BON VOYAGE, CHARMAINE LEE JIA LI VEGETABLE.

Hoho, you sure have a very long name :3 Take care my dear, must drink loads of water, have loads of rest, eat enough food, and very importantly, EAT MORE VEGETABLES! :D Full of nutrients, green, clean, healthy, nice, yummy, makes you feel much more better! I love you ohkay, don't be too sad over her, it's not worth it y'know! Stop comparing, it's hurtful to compare. Yes I know, I've always been comparing myself with others, and tell you. It doesn't help at all, only makes you feel worse. So yeah, look on the bright side, you've four very cute classmates of yours, very cute retarder, and a crazy vegetable with you <3

I VEG YOU WORHHHH :)

Shattered.

I'm finally done with the collating, thanks to mom! Slept at 1plus yesterday, totally could not do it anymore, felt on the verge of crying, more like I cried, but yeah. Finally went to sleep, and today woke up and completed the rest of it, thanks to mom, managed to pass it up just nice before 11am.

THURSDAY.
Frankly, I can't remember much happening that day. Morning was fine I guess, duty was normal. But I'm still missing Lynn like DDD: Elit was fine, did chemistry. PW was average, chatted with Jingzhen, and we managed to snap a few photos from others, we'll credit of course! Hoho. Chemistry test was fine, thankfully! Assembly was alright, chatted with the two 102 counsellors. English VJ was fun, we watched the clip and I managed to cut and edit the clip! Chinese was alright surprisingly, time flied very fast. Met up with Pingwei, and we went to the library to borrow books. Went music room, and saw the new harps! Ahhhhh super super nice, then took them out to the staircase and practiced Tian Mimi and Mozart. Fun! Went down to library to do work again, managed to revise Oliver. Homed and then revised for elit, blah :)

FRIDAY.
Uh it was a total suay day. I'm still very D: over it lah. Everything. I've got 7 injuries hello! Since Thursday after school, all the way till Friday after school, how worse can I get. And there were other things lah, Valerie said I'm 倒霉 these days I suppose, shrugs!

In all, it was my totally worst suay day so far, in 2008.
1) I thought I forgot to bring council badge, so I went around asking if there were extras. Then I found out, all along, it was in my pocket.
2) Elit test, I've got alot wrong already, I've got the whole scene mixed up!
3) PE got hit by the shuttlecock on the face. Thanksssss.
4) Art drawing was a disaster, I couldn't draw at all for goodness sake!
5) Sitting arrangement was quite pathetic, don't know why, still can't sit at the back.
6) Song dedication was the stupidest and sad thing lah. Wth waste money, then they didn't manage to dedicate. Wth and they lost the paper ):
7) Math rope thing, had to wrap it like crazy, and failed.
8) I have to take home the play doh to make the model, tired.
9) Shirt and skirt was dirtied by food -.-

Pretty Injuries that still hurts a lil' or a lot :D
1. Back
2. Butt
3. Neck
4. Face
5. Side face(cheeks)
6. Ears
7. Head

I love myself, and the life I had on 18th July :) Look on the bright side, and also save myself from others comment about me, I shall say that I'M FINE, AND IT'S NO BIG DEAL, AND I'M STILL ALIVE AND SI BU LIAO :D

Friday morning was fine lah, chatted with Yanlin and helped her with chinese. Duty wasn't ohkay lah, Iris wasn't around ): Elit was a horror, I found out that I made many mistakes straight after the test. PE was fine, got hit hahaha. Physics was fine, mastermind! Art was average, drew, and chatted. PC was fine, changed seats, and now Jingzhen and I are sitting alone,! Math was fun, went Skygarden for the PBL, interestingly well. After that met with Limyuan. Walked around and we waited for Pingwei and Chiyien. Had lunch, and chatted. Harp was fine, managed to talk to Yixin alot, but Taymin wasn't around to joke with (D:) Yeah. Memorised Mozart already, and also Tian Mimi! Discussed harp tee, and I'm finishing the last part of the design soon and poof! out comes our pretty PURPLE harp tee <3 Homed and then did work, collated. Felt crazy, sad, mixed. Thanks to HSBC, felt better. Stayed up to 1plus for collation, couldn't take it anymore and went to sleep :)

Today woke up at 9, supposed to wake up at 7 plus. Felt guilty, quickly washed up, ate breakfast and finished collation with mom! I'm super happy lahhhh. Yay. Chatted with Yijie about the feedbacks, and then later meeting's at 1! After meeting, have tuanqi till 6plus. I shall quickly come back, and prepare to go swimming. Mom's super nice (:DD) I think she knows I'm not in a good mood, so she says to bring me swimming later on. I shall quickly chiong finish my remaining work.

JIAYOU SHUNING.

Harpistttttttt.

SHITFACE IS ME.

F. I'm going bonkers at this rate. Wth I'm still collating that stupid feedbacks, I'm such a slow worker. Take so long and I haven't finish yet. Cause of me, everything bad starts happening. I'm going crazy, how am I supposed to finish this. It's twelve plus.

Morning.

Effffffffffffffff D:

Falling into pieces.

If it wasn't for HSBC, or should I say, HBC, I would have broke down. Thank you guys, you are such lovely people, :)

I still have to rush out my collation of feedbacks, and many more.

and slowly, down that neverending hole.

Kawaii Nehhh!

I'm kind of busy right now: harp tee design, collating of feedbacks, twisting oliver!

JIAYOU SHUNING :)

Three hundred and sixty five days.

I seriously hate myself sometimes, why can't I just concentrate lah. Bloody hell, it's an important test hello? And I can't get anything into my head at all, it's all words and words, all doesn't make sense to me. Why must I be so stupid, not understand science at all. Why must my chemistry be so lousy, whatever molecule atoms seems foreign to me. I seriously lost my motivation, I seriously cannot make it. I realised how lousy I am, how bad I am, this week.

What kind of student will study wrongly for a math test, and cant' even draw a nice curve.
What kind of student will write Chinese words wrongly, and don't understand half of what she's writing for the answers of comprehension.
What kind of student will spell wrongly a stupid school's name and got the numbers mixed up, and even almost fell asleep while sitting for a history test.
What kind of student will even forget everything about chemistry, and tmrw is just the chemistry test.
What kind of student don't even know what exactly is tested for English literature test, and feels like twisting up Oliver.

D:

Shuning experience a fall, when she's already limping.

A useless student with no motivation.

I miss the old times.

I'm so in love with GRAPES :)

Hah, that was pretty random! Uh well, I really like those hard ones, juicy ones, seedless ones. And the ones mom bought for us. Hohoho it's so yummy that I ate a lot, thankfully it's healthy.

Morning was average, had morning assembly at parade square finally, after so long of wet weather programme(:D) I love wet weather! Hoho did duty, went for council meeting. Basically announced the 'candidates' running for the council president, I thought for quite awhile. Went to computer lab for NE quiz with Pearlynn, it was super fun! Though I had 14 pages, and Pearlynn had 6 pages. (O:) chatted for awhile, then we went back to class. Math was fine, first PBL session was smooth. Lol discussed and I think my group is interesting (:D) Geography was alright, something scary happened though. Talk to Mr Tay for awhile, didn't help much. History was horror, I'm going to flunk it lah. (DDD:) Felt like crying somehow, but yeah whatever. Such a shitty sucker. Changed place with Jingzhen, and chinese was fine. The story was super sweet, I love the ending like @$#%^*&(! <3 Yeah, physics was fine. I kept laughing, and then I was drinking water, then suddenly burst out laughing. Something was just so funny that I couldn't control my laughter (HAHA.) Next lesson onwards, we're going to play mastermind for physics! It's been super long since I played mastermind, pretty interesting. :)

Met up with Chengyee, then went for lunch. Got high for a teeny weeny bit again, due to our favourite high song: Accidentally In Love! (:D) My favourite song with Chengyee cannnnnn! Practiced Tian Mimi at the staircase, got really high with Pingwei and Limyuan, when the seniors came. Learnt abit of Jap and immediately tried to use it. I know I'm super lame, (._.) Harp was great today, felt like sleeping though, Hah. Hsiehhui was laughing, heh. Discussed about upcoming performance and we all came to one big conclusion at the end of the session: WE DON'T WANT TO WEAR THAT HIDEOUS PURPLE GOWN WITH SILVER HEELS FOR ASSEMBLY PERFORMANCE. D:

Horrifying, I can't believe Mrs Tan is telling us to wear that gown for assembly performance. Hmph, I 没有脸见人already lohhhh! (D:) But we've got no harp tee, so too bad for us. HSIEHHUI, let's go design a harp tee, quickly print it out in Queensway, to save ourselves from the purple gown nightmare! :D

I decided, maybe I should have another blog for photos. Since I've so many photos to post, and that this blogskin is too small for me to post many many photos and it wont look nice. Should I use back my old url, or create a new one! O:

Started reading my old blog, HAPPYLIFEALWAYS.BS.COM, and laughed. I love the old me, and the old times, and the old days, and the old moments, and I miss it. :)

Andand, I miss Eunice Yang like crazyyyy, I hope we can go back Nanyang on National Day or Teachers Day. I miss Yang laoshi like crazy, but Ms Chan is gone, and the nicenice teacher I met is gone tooooo, D:

Hahaha I miss my primary six face, it's so cute! Hahaha pukes. It's not cute, but at least it looks way nicer than now, at least the face part. I was still round when I was primary six, now not that round already. Hahaha I suddenly miss Lanabel, Hannah, Yiwei, Magdalene, Marcus, Yibin alot alot alot! O: I totally don't chat with Hannah, Yiwei, Marcus, Yibin and MAGDALENE anymore. I miss my BIG TORRES FAN, ):

David Villa's 大风扇 :D

Gossip Girls.

Imagination is the beginning of creation. You imagine what you desire, you will what you imagine and at last you create what you will.
- George Bernard Shaw

I think I'm in love with books, loads and loads of books. I remember my sister used to want to work in a bookshop, so she can read books, then I said it was quite a lame idea. But now I think it's a pretty good idea, just that the boss might fire me! Hohoho, work in library also not bad, can earn CIP hours mannnn. I want to go, but I'm always busy. Ohkay I shall make a time someday, maybe every sunday? Just a few short hours, earn a lil' CIP, and feel great. (:D) I want to work at Pepper Lunch tooooooo! Hahaha I arranged with Cherie already, we shall work at Pepper Lunch someday and earn some money, save half of it, and spent the rest on maybe books or clothes? Ahh but I scared I no time, and all these dreams will POP!, burst one by one. Anyway, I'll most prolly buy books when I've earned enough, or buy a few small things for MI and family and maybe sweets for 101! Hahaha but that will take a really long time for me to earn so much D:

'Stop and stareeeeeeeeeee, I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.' (I think!)

Morning was fine, as usual. Shan't elaborate much, but chatted with Iris during duty. I'm going to be her dad or mom whatever. She's such a pretty Juliet, (:D:D) English was fun, pronouncing different words, vowels etc, it's quite interesting! PE was nice, played badminton and I think the new PE shirt is so comfy! Hohoho much more comfy than the old one. And this one the material is nicer, and idk, looks nicer too? (:D) Kept making Jingzhen run here and there, and Jingzhen kept making me jump up and down. Hehaho! Recess was great, had songs dedication. Then MI going to dedicate songs to ourselves, I think it's most prolly tmrw! Uhhuh, then they were playing 心愿便利贴 (@$^&(*%!! :D) Hohoho, I felt quite high somehow, sang to a few lines, found out that my voice sucks, and stopped singing. Chinese was fine, the test was alright. But I got one wrong alreadyyyyyy! I'm super angry at myself lah, esp. when mom just told me what's the correct writing, I was totally horrified and pissed. (D:) I suck mannnn, I hope I won't fail the test! Comphre was just re-writing most of the answers again and again, just rephrasing. Geography was only about 15 minutes, the female teacher took over Mr Tay today, Idk what's her name (O:) Then was talking to Jingzhen, felt very ): over the seating arrangement a lil' but nvm. At least Jingzhen's still sitting with me! (:D) Dismissed, and met mom and daddy :)

IMM was full, couldn't find any parking lots, so mom and I got down first, while Daddy "roamed around" in search for parking lots! Brought mom to Pepper Lunch, saw Ahjie korkor! He was busy working, so we didn't go and talk to him. Walked around for a short while, saw a nice sports car, and I want to earn money when I grow up in the future, and treat myself to a nice car. (:D) Went Kopitiam and saw some nanhuarians. Thought of the joke, and laughed to myself (-.-) Ate, and the coconut was nice, just that it was not sweet at all. Went to search for the purifying thing, then saw Joanna, Sabrina and Cheryl! Waved, and I waited while daddy and mom discussed about the purifying machine thing. I was so super bored that I went to some shops, walk around, chatted with a shop aunt, and they were not done discussing yet. Sat down in extreme boredom, and played phone games. Yay finally done and homed. :D

Played piano, super fun. Then felt really headachey, the SBH's child came to visit me with a hammer, so I went to sleep. Hohoho, woke up at 5plus, felt really guilty cause I wasted time sleeping. Chatted for awhile, ate dinner, and chatted with Taymin! She's such a nice darling to talk to, super fun to talk to her! Sometimes I get really high when we talk during harp (:D) Now posting, and soon, I'll start on history. I feel LACKADAISICAL. Is it used like that? Heh, I really don't feel like studying, I feel like eating loads and loads of.. WAFFLES!


Tags.
Alien: Hohoho of course, SOME juniors are nice :D
Linfang: Welcome, take care loads <3
Huiqi: Hahaha it's alright lahhhhh, don't waste money it's super ex y'know! Hohoho, I love your ipod and the games :)
Chongee: What thing exposed!
Karine: PAPERHEART<3 my address may change, ):
Cherngyee: Huh? What are you talking about?!
SK: Hahaha yeah most prolly, cheerup! :D SK SK!
Huiqi: Yay, I love THQ to bits and piecesss! :)
Chongee: Hahah hellohello, yesyes, miss it like crazyy!
Hazel: Yeah definitely, you guys are the loveeeee! <3
Karine: Mm yeah, quite worried? lol sort of!
Bernard: Yesyesyes, can't wait to see you then! Hahaha :D
Nichol: Aw thanks, but I think I screwed it ): Loves too!
Linfang: Welcome love, glad you're fine already! :D
Taymin: Yay I love you tooooo, idiot! Hahah datedate!
Huiqi: Yay I bukit timah hill, you too! Love you lah!<3
Kimberly: Hahah yay, crumpler is lovely! Hm, google :)
Yuhan: Laledido, maybeeeee, when I find a nice one!
Alien: Hah not used this way lahhh, lol welcome? (:D)
Chongee: It's so funny thanks so much dear!
Charmaine: Veg, when will I have another date w you!
Xuemiao: XUEMIAO, -BLOW KISS-
Hazel: Uh? What talking you!? Hahaha :D
Chongee: Nahhhhhh she's so skinny lah pleaseee {:
Taymin: Yesyes, I'm evil hohoho. Loves~
Yuhan: Yayyyyy thanksthanks :]
Rock: Hahaha blur sotong! Heh thanks, jiayou too! :) And too bad about the english, what else can we do! *&^$%& D: Lol thanks for the tickets, thanksthanks!
Chongee: Uh whooops, sorry! Haha Pizza, someday! :D
Weina: Te queiro wifey <3
Chongee: CONGEEEE, I want more jokes :)

Done.


JIAYOU SHUNING, BUCK UP AND FIGHT ON! :)

Xoxo,
Shuningggggggggg ;

Wouldn't eat be nice if the world was icecream!

I would eat and eat and eat the ice cream non-stop, and get really really really fat, but contented. Hah :)

Ohkay I've half an hour to slack, chat, do whatever I want, before I start on my homework and mass-revision. Hohoho, I must chiongggg for tmrw chinese, I'm really scared I'll just flunk it. Gosh, seriously, no flunking this term @$#^%$&%!

Today only have three homework to complete, and there are 2 or 3 subjects I'm going to revise. Jiayoujiayou, BUCK UP, SHUNING :D

Morning was fine, chatted for awhile, then had wet weather programme. I was very happy, cause I didn't feel like having morning assembly at parade square. Hehaho then did duty, and did sodoku for a while, felt really bad cause I did one step wrongly, and the whole thing went wrong. (D:) Chemistry was fine, I surprisingly understood most of what she said, and I somehow know how to do balance equation thing. Hah! English was a disaster, I felt really annoyed lah. But oh well, for certain reasons, I shall just shut up. (><) Uh CEP was fun, drew our family and then Mr Tay was telling us about his family! Hehaho, his sister has a super nice name lah I think. (:D) Then slacked around. Math was fine, had PBL briefing, and I'm in the same group as Linfang, Russel and JeJun! Teehee, I'm fine with my group. Math test was fine, I did my best and I don't think I left anything out. Unless there's something wrong with my calculation (O:) Yeah, Ms Chian came during lunch, showed her worksheet and went down for lunch. Bought the new PE shirt and a super amusing incident happened between me and the bookshop aunt. It was super hilarious, I felt quite bad though. Idk lah. Then tmrw we're going to dedicate songs! Hoho, Bleeding Love by Jesse McCartney I think! Uh music was fun, watched Fantasia 2000, I love rewatching it. Maybe someday I'll take out the cd and watch at home again. (:D) I made a super weird sound and Jingzhen laughed. (._.) I think the Rhapsody In Blues is cute whatttt! (:D) ACC was boring, but wasn't very tired thankfully. Had a terrible stomachache though, ouchhhh. Took down notes, and class dismissed! Met up with Pearlynn and we waited for the rest, and the photo-taking was alright lah, thankfully there was dear Pearlynn (:D) Went library to wait for parents, read book and sat with Pingwei! Horrible Science is cool mannnnn !

Piano was fine, learning three new songs hooray! Hahaha then Aunt Suling was trying to photocopy the thing for me, and then there was a bad paper jam. Couldn't fix it, so I just brought the book back home. Slacked while sister played, and we went down to wait for mom and daddy. I think we waited for 2o minutes or more? Hahah doing stupid things. But with my sister, I totally enjoy it (:D:D) Yeah, then got quite high on the car, and just ate a hearty dinner! I love DIY sushi. Woah! :)

Oh and do you know,
one year is equals to: 31, 557, 600 seconds!

-gasps-

:D

Ohkay I guess I'm kind of lame but oh well, teehee. I'm going to record down all my jokes on the phone, so that I can be happy in school, hehaho! Tmrw school is dismissed at twelve, hooray! (:D) At the same time, there is chinese test! But always look on the bright side, if there's such a thing, 早考早过!

Ohhhhh I seriously love Take A Bow, Hollywood Is Not America and Seven things <3

Miss Tang Shu Ninggggg.!

Geography Madness.

Mango delights oh! :)

I love it to bits and pieces, and spaghetti, while sitting in a big comfy beanbag chair. YEEHA!

Anyway, I've got only a short while to post, cause I have only 15-20 minutes of free time. Woah I just finished my whole stack of geography notes, from chapter one all the way to twelve, my hands are wobbly now, cannot really type as fast as normal! Hehaho, I'm very proud of my geography notes though. Next up, is my history notes! Ahhhhh I'm so going to chiong lah, hysterical history! Hah, way to go for double science + double humans! :D

Morning was greattttt, service was fine, lessons were nice. I was wearing a full dress that I thought, made me look super weird, I felt very uncomfortable in it, but since it's from Xiaoyiyi (I think,) I shall wear it, but once in a PINK moon. Hah! Anyway, went to photocopy meeting agenda with Cherie, chatted for awhile and went home. Posted a really short post about test, and started revising for math. Revised chinese with mom all the way till choir, then I revised for my math again. Then about one, went down to meet Xiaoyiyi, Cassie and Eryiyi to airport. Cassie's really cute, made me run super far to catch her lah. And she's only 14 kg, but felt like she was quite heavy when hugged her after catching her. Hehaho, then went to Sakae Jap Restaurant to eat, it's so cool lah! Snapped a few photos, and we ate. Shared three different dishes with Mom and sis, I thought the middle one was the best! Yeah anyway, chatted for awhile, read notes for geog, copied notes, and then we took some quick photos with Cassie! Finally went to the departure place, she finally waved bye to us, when she went inside. Felt a lil' emotional, then we homed. Revised Chinese with mom, and I feel more confident about getting a pass for my test on Tuesday! Hehaho, then went down for piano. The kids were so cute lah, remember my name already! Yay. Came home and finished notes for geog. Super accomplished! :D

Sigh, Jingzhen just told me that GEOGRAPHY TEST IS POSTPONED TO 22/7, which is still quite far away! And I just studied for it, greatttttttt. I FEEL LIKE THE BIGGEST DUMBO ON EARTH, JUST THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY BIG EARS. ):

Agh. My break's almost up! Looks like I can't reply to tags again.

Goodbye my loves,
Biggest Dumbo with no big ears though!

Bonkers.

I'm going bonkers with the tests that are coming up:

Monday: Mathematics, Chemistry(not sure.)
Tuesday: Geography, Chinese
Wednesday: History
Thursday/Friday: English Literature


And I haven't prepared finish for all of them. Please just murder me. Gosh I really need the motivation to make me work. I'm such a sucker slacker that have not finish any revision yet.

Dear God,
Please help me. I really need you to help me, I need the motivation. I need to work, I need to improve, I need to study, I need to score well. Please just help me, I pray.
Shuning.

D:

Life is pretty fineeeeeeee :)

I have a sudden idk-what, to just be happy! Hohoho, just enjoy life like never before. Smile and smile, don't let anything bring me down. Hah and then just stay high on the top forever! That would be fantastic. Continue to study hard in school, do well in studies, improve in cca, improve in attitude, and be a better christian, and a better daughter, and a better friend. I'd wish very hard to make this come true! Agh, but it would be up to me to do all these. And all I need is what I've been desperately finding for so long.

Motivation.

:) I need 'em, like hellooooooo? Anyone would kindly give me the motivation I need, so that I can do everything I need to do, and I want to do. Thankyou, -bows ninety-degrees-

I told Wing something that made her giggle, so cutely. HAH. I said:

"Ay, I think I have attitude problems lahhhh." or something along the lines.

I wonder why she laughed. I mean, seriously, I DO have attitude problems. And emotional problems, like wild moodswings. PMS! Hahahaha seriously wild ones, swing here and there. I can never expect what my mood would be like too. Suddenly it just swings to the 'Oh happy, hola!' side, and next moment, it's at the 'Aw shuddup, sh//head'! D: I can't help it either, I try very hard to control. But oh well, maybe not hard enough? Agh I hate it when I just affect everyone around me with my unpredictable mood. D:

I just came across a super funny short story:

Once upon a time there was a non-conforming sparrow who decided to fly south for the winter. However, soon the weather turned so cold that he reluctantly started to fly south.
In a short time ice began to form on his wings and he fell to earth in a barnyard, almost frozen. A cow passed by and crapped on the little sparrow. The sparrow thought it was the end. But, the manure warmed him and defrosted his wings. Warm and happy, able to breathe, he started to sing. Just then a large cat came by and hearing the chirping, investigated the sounds. The cat cleared away the manure, found the chirping bird and promptly ate him.
The moral of the story:
1. Everyone who craps on you is not necessarily your enemy.
2. Everyone who gets you out of the crap, is not necessarily your friend.
3. And, if you are warm and happy in a pile of crap, keep your mouth shut.

:D I think it's quite humorous! Hahahahahahahahaha laughs. I seriously enjoy finding quotes and short stories, really brightens up my day. Especially when I come across nice ones, and some funny ones like this one.

Morning was terrible, felt super upset lah. Everyone were feeling unhappy I suppose/. Woke up late, on the wrong side of bed, everything upside down, everything bad. Ate bread for brunch, then played piano for awhile, and revised a teeny bit of chinese with mom. She's a nice chinese teacher lah, let me eat some longans while revising hah! Then went down for short meeting, and tuanqi started. Did terribly for today, sorry! Then actual programme was fine, chatted with Shaojing, Alex and Minxi for awhile, then we were talking about Napfa! I shall really really train well, then run run run run! Agh, I think my fitness sucks lah. Then group sharing was interesting, so many teachers and coaches go re-service! Then chadian was alright, chatted with Wing for awhile, and she's so super scary today! Ahhhh (O:) She went home with me, ate dinner, then she had to go. Slacked around, read Oliver notes, blah. Quite a boring life I have lah :)

Tmrw going airport! I'm going to watch a such a cool thing- AIRPLANES FLY HERE AND THERE. Ohkay lol, I'm being super lame. Sending Xiaoyiyi and Cassie back to America, so saddening lah, so fast come and go! I only played with Cassie once only, and I haven't really chatted with Xiaoyiyi seriously, ):

I shall not reply to tags, cause I'm busy chatting and laughing at jokes .

HAHHAHAHA FRIED XIAO BAI CAI. :D:D:D

Ningshu!