Nightmares.

I really feel as if I'm drowning in the ocean, deep down and struggling.

Saturday!
Morning was tiring, woke up at 8plus, about one hour earlier than usual. Then slacked around and thought of games for afternoon bbq session. After lunch, went to jec to buy chocolates for games, then met Leemin at jurong mrt station. Met others at Clementi then we went to buy all the food and tools for bbq. The bbq pit at Yaolin's house was like 'woah'! We could see the pool from there, then wanted to jump down and swim around, cause we felt so hot and stinky loh. Then me and leemin went back to church on Yaolin's car again, then I brought the rest of the secondary people to take bus, while leemin brought the primary school people to take Yaolin's car. Lol then chatted with Cherie along the way, then we finally reached loh. I quickly started the games then the whole thing was so disorganised and messy. Felt quite disappointed in myself and pissed also. Ah well, finally one hour ended then we had the bbq session! Lol damn dirty and I smelt like charcoal badly, cause of the charcoal (-.-) then me and cherie went to sit the bench. Soon wing went to join us with the Stingray thing, it was super spicy lah didn't dare to eat. Hahah then we chatted for a long time then we went down to the swing there to slack around. Soon we had to pack and thanks Waiyee for helping us, she's the oldest so she had to take care of the rest of us, who were damn rowdy and playing around with the leftovers. Hahah then finally went home and then bathed. Thank god my aunt was late, so I wasn't super late too. Hahah we decided to go Great World City, then yay my aunt and her friend were super nice to us lah! Hahah went to CD shop then I listened to Sara Bareilles's album, ah nice~ Teehee then we decided to go "Say-cheese cake" cafe to have our dinner. Cause I ate alot of bbq, I just drank abit of soup and then ate homemade brownie while they had main course! Omg I felt so full and fat after eating lah, but I enjoyed myself thoroughly with them. Then we shopped around then my aunt bought me initial earrings! Yay double 'S' and double 'N', yay I shall mix and put S on my right and N on my left, yay thanks aunt! Lol then we went to see furnitures, then I saw some that were super nice lahhhh! Teehee then it was very late already so we send my aunt's friend home, then I just slept throughout. Then my aunt fetched me and my sister to 'Umbrella' to find my parents, while I just slept on the car. Yikes I kept having nightmares, sigh. Then reached home then felt super emotional. Then calmed down already, and thanks for smsing! (:


Sunday[Today]!
Morning was tiring, cause I slept super late yesterday night. Then today woke up at 7 for service, then lessons were fine I guess. Hahah Randy's no longer teaching us for the term, so sad lah. But ohwell, I had fun doing the worksheets and then cherie wing and I took photos again. Lalala then decided to go library with cherie to study. Then we went jec to have lunch, then wing decided to study with us too, with her friends. Lol then met Yuhan, Peixian etc people, they went to watch movie! Yeap then went to library and found a comfortable spot near the window there and started some serious work or revision! Yay then I felt tired after studying, so I went back first, while they stayed on further and studied. Homed then I quickly print out the math questions, thanks once again! lol then bathed and got ready to go out. Went Pandan reservoir to chat with my mom, it's been super long since me and my mom chit chat, then somemore sit at the rocks there, then got cool breeze, super cool! Teehee talked alot then sista called already, so we rushed back. Felt moody suddenly when we reached grandmother's house, partly cause my feet were hurting already and we had to climb the stairs cause the lift was still in construction for dunno how long already lah. Grr then watched teevee, yay it was the tomb raider movie, 'Cradle of Life' or whatever, it was nice lah. Yay then sista finished using my tablet for her history thing, then I decided to on msn and chat! [:

Lol I made two new junior friends in less than one week, teehee juniors are really cute seriously! They brighten up your days with interesting posts on their blog, and some juniors, tsk they really make me laugh, not with them but at them :/

Read the front page of the church 'magazine' today, and there were some bible verse that I really thought were quite meaningful after reading. Idk, somehow I don't feel very attached to bible verses that much lately, but these bible verses seem quite applicable for the situation now.

In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. 4:7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.
-Philippians 4:6-7

No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.
-1st Corinthians 10:13

It's just impossible, fullstop.

Pebble.