Lord give me strength.

" Not because of who I am,
but because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
but because of who you are. "

First day of school's over! :D

Time flies mannnnn! I mean, just one week ago, it was holidays. I was at NTU, I was enjoying my wonderful holidays. And tadum, the first day of school is already over! If it's not fast, then what is it uh!

Thank God everything was fine today! I was telling my sister how I've got a feeling everything will go wrong today, but it was alright. Mwaha I'm so happy, thank God! I had a different hairstyle today, and hopefully everyday in the future (:D) Thanks Iris for training my leg muscles uh (:B) I find Iris a very good christian, and it's very nice to go to her blog once in awhile, cause it motivates me somehow! Had two free periods cause Ms Kali didn't come today, chatted with MI! Hoho had gym for PE, and it was really fun. I'm going to work out man, my arm muscles are really .. (D:) History was basically slacking, I read You Are Here, and it's really nice! Watched Oliver Twist for Elit, and I almost fell asleep, thanks to the nice atmosphere of cool breeze and a dark classroom. Managed to survive through three periods of Chinese, nearly slept at some parts. Completed work and finally woke up from my daze-mode when bell rang. Had mock test for music, and suddenly thought of loveofmylife dancing chacha (:D) Had free periods for ACC again, and just packed my stuffs. Organised my file and scribbled in my notebook. Dismissed and went to look for fellow harpists :D

Met up with Chiyien, Chengyee and Pingwei, then went up. Mrs Tan recorded us on the video camera, and it was like pointless (._.) cause less than half of the ensemble came. After recording, many people left, and I sat between Chengyee and Sara! Mrs Tan started drilling us, and her drilling was horrible. No offence, but I don't think Mrs Tan is a good conductor, and some of us were annoyed at her. Seriously, she

- doesn't know the exact tune and ask us for it.
- asked us for feedbacks, and in the end don't care about it.
- doesn't know how to use the video camera and doesn't appreciate or say 'thanks' when we helped her.
- doesn't count the beats properly and scolds us for it.
- gets the whole tune and mood wrongly, and say she's right.
- ignore the instructor's instructions, and carry on with own mood.
- choose to waste time by drilling us on unimportant stuffs, and drill us wrongly.
- doesn't manage time properly, and wanted us to practice thrice again when it was already three thirty.
- rushed through the songs, and claim that we should follow her mood.
- mix the whole rhythm of the two songs up, and anyhow make the tempo.

I guess that's it, I shall not say further. I feel quite bad, but was totally -rolls eyes- horrible. Smsed Hsiehhui during harp, hah so fun. Finally dismissed, and homed. Met Gary and Mom, discussed about shirts, and homed. Just ate dinner, and currently posting [:

Anyway, from this term onwards, I'll try my best to be:
A good christian.
A good daughter.
A good sister.
A good friend.
A good councillor.
A good harpist.

Good as in try my best in that "role" :) If you've anything to say about me, go ahead. I'll try my best to change for the better :D

Oh and I'm super happy, cause harp practices are all cancelled, except for this week! :D

God loves me, I love God.