Saturday, September 6, 2008

Accidentally in love.

So she said what's the problem, baby!
What's the problem I don't know what
Baby, I'm in love~

:D Hahaha ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE, I'm COUNTING the number of CROWS.

I realised something: After sitting down for a short while, then when I want to stand up, I feel so giddy and I have a headache. Then after wobbling for a teeny short while, I feel fine again. Andand I don't see anyone who has the same problem as me, well maybe my sister too?

Hoho I think Macs is a good place to study, very productive. It was a pity I couldn't study there, cause the person said it was peak hours on Saturday, and studying was not allowed. Grr I happily went there with mom to eat breakfast, and wanted to do my work. Managed to complete a few questions, before getting 'chased out' by the person. Went pop and wheeee, mom bought foolscap! Hoho I love the blue one, a pity they didn't have the green one! Walked around Jurong East, I love joking around with mom, super fun[:

There's going to be a wedding later, so sweet! That reminded me something quite sad though. It has always been my 'dream', that if I ever get married, I want to get married inside the very own church that I've been in four my whole life. Oh well, it's never going to happen ):

Mom says that I should control my emotions, and I agree very much with her. But sometimes, I just cannot help it. She said, I could be like:

Oh, it's another whole new beginning! Since it's time, and God has got a plan already, so let's move on! What else to do, just smile and carry on!

Or, I could be like that:

I really don't want to move on, I have been in this place for my whole life, it has all my memories, and my life-long friends. I like this place, why must we go. Seriously, I don't want to leave.

And keep on crying, or being emotional blah.

Well, I don't want to keep being emotional too. I mean, who doesn't want to be positive and cheerful all the time, willing to accept and adapt to reality. Sometimes, I'm both of the above, I can be like happy looking on the bright side, but I also have times of emotions. I'm da// weird, seriously -.-

Rawh, felt totally sad when mom told me about the whole beginning, and what Daddy did, everything that happened. Seriously, we should really all thank God, for all He has done. I've never heard anyone mentioning the establishment of the church, and how everything fell into place, and how we have choir, tuanqi, lessons, library, everything.

This post is just super mixed lah, just my feelings and thinkings.

SMILE :DDDDDDDDDDD

I'M STILL IN THE DANCING-WOAH-ACCIDENTALLY-IN-LOVE FEELING,
ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE :)

Sometimes when you meet difficulties, you will ask "what could be worse than what I'm experiencing now?"

You could make a joke out of it, and make yourself feel better, by saying "Having a stomachache, going to a toilet, then finally realising that there's no toilet paper around you at all; that's much worse!!" :D

Disgusting, yet amusing :)

Ciaooooo.

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