Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I can go the distance.

Sick, EOYs, leaving, studies, family, whole new start, problems, ..

I don't know how long I can take this but,

! Weiying [; says (PM 8:09):
(: everything will be fine.
! Weiying [; says (PM 8:09):
God's watching over us every minute every second!
Make peace with an empty town. says (PM 8:10):
Thanks : D
! Weiying [; says (PM 8:11):
(:

I love Wing, she really helps me a lot! Although she makes me go crazy at times, she's always there to give me encouragement when I cannot take it. And somehow she doesn't know when, but she'll just suddenly 'pop' in and say things that makes me happy :D

So now my headache is "bombarding" me, with a great big hammer. I feel like giving it a great big punch, but I don't have the strength to. Lynette said I've got a fever during Lunch-Geography, but thank God it subsided and I'm fine! :D But I'm having a flu right now, and it looks like it's getting from bad to worse. Hoho and now my throat is hurting here and then, I wonder if sore throat is knocking at the door? :)

No one's going to read this until the end of EOYs, cause I'll be straight away putting up my hiatus skin! lol it's the same as last time, simple layout!

Woke up and promised myself that I'm going to go home straight after school to rest. Couldn't take it already, so quickly took out my revision books and harp tee. School was great as usual, I can't remember what happened though ._. After school, waited for super long before Ms Chian finally came. Passed love letters to and fro with Sayhua and Rachel, our favourite past-time! Hah Huiqi came, and told me the story of Girl A and Boy B. I can't wait to hear about the second part, felt super ji1 dong4! Quickly left and met mom, then went to reservoir there to eat cause Daddy was hungry! Joked alot with mom on the way home, and at home. Decided to rest for awhile, but I just woke up at 7.30 :D

Ate dinner, and currently posting! I feel so happy happy happy, that EOYs are coming! Okay, I'm so lying. -.- I'm freaking worried about my EOYs! But I look forward to about seventeen more days! Then we'll all get to be crazy and high, cause EOYs are over!! :D

Wing feels like a retard when she talks to me, cause I'm a retard haha! :D

Goodbye.

Monday, September 22, 2008

After talking to MCT, I decided to go on hiatus tmrw! :D

Put your hands up high, we'll never say bye.




I'LL MISS YOU TRUCKLOADS, SCU 9698M.

I'm surprised that I showed no signs of sadness over saying goodbye to my dear silver car. It's been with my family since I was four years old? We've been to many places in this car, and went to many places in Malaysia too! I slept in it, I cried in it, I argued in it, I smiled in it, I laughed in it, I sang in it etc. And now, "goodbye, my lover"! I think it's dead already, as in the people dismantle it already. Poor it, sigh I can't believe I can get so emotional over a car. Anyway, SCU 9698M, I'll miss you dearly!! :D

Anyway, say "Hello beautiful" to my new car! :D Haha it's not MY new car, but it's a new car that daddy gets to use before lalala! It's blue, and shiny, and compared to the old car, it's pretty nice! But bad point is that the front part cannot put things. But other than that, it's pretty! And daddy says that it's easier to drive than the silver car. But I still miss my dear silver car alotalotalot! :D

A bad start in the morning, cause I woke up with my throat burning pain. I think I had slight fever in the morning, then mom gave me panadol to bring to school. Drugs! -.-

Haha! I finally got the 3D Rollercoaster Ride game in my phone! Thanks Jiayi, a great big 'thankyou'! :D I got super addicted to it and kept playing during english, while Ms Kali sort of gave us a free period. Finished summary and I immediately took out my phone to play. PE was fun, badminton! Did revision during history, I'm pretty worried about my EOYs, okay I'm worried sick ._. Elit was fine, I miss watching Oliver Twist! Did alot of exercises during Chinese, and I found out then, that panadol makes me sleepy. Watched video about an African singer during music, I think her music is pretty great! Yay, watched Chi4 Bi4 during ACC, the test is surprisingly fine! Dismissed, and went to find MCT :D:D

Had a nice long chat, it's been a long time since we met! Talked alot, then she's going to sent me motivational smses to make sure that I can study well. So sweet of her right! Yeap, she made me feel tons better again, and I think I'll be meeting her again after EOYs, my dear great old buddy! :D

Piano was lovely, as usual. Learnt about Yoyoma today, the name so cute! Haha laoshi wanted to watch Fantasia 2000, but I watched alot of times already. Went downstairs to meet parents, and fetch jie! Ate at Umbrella, then homed. :)

I'm still as moodless as before, so I'm not talking. I'm so not emo please, I'm just in a quiet mood to not talk at all! I don't mind typing, just that I don't want to open my mouth. Call me weird :D


Tags.
Yuhan: Hahaha hello dear, laugh!:D
Weina: Hey babeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
Taymin: Hahaha hello Taymin, take care!(:
Wing: Hahaha that was hilarious! Yeap, I like natural colour! Not like you, who applies lip gloss! :)
Chongee: Whyyy! It's such a nice name, what do you want then[:
Weina: Whoops, sorry I'm colour-blind! Lol take care :)
Vegetable: haha soon soon! I'm glad things are finally back to normal, I missed you badly too! I veg you uh (L)
Jianle: Haha welcome! Glad you find it nice too, enjoy! :D
Xuemiao: Hardcore Twilighterrrrr! See you on Wed:)
Jingzhen: Haha atoms, molecules, + and -! -.- Okay, lol! Don't cry uh!{:
Huiqi: Hahaha my sweet stuff! Yesyes, you made me real guilty! Haha it's fine, take care dear (K)
Bessy: Haha yesyes, I realised! I miss our icecream times don't you! :D
Karine: Hahah I realised that many teachers like to use 'chop-chop'! Hohoho yeah, take care! Paperheart, you can do it (L) I look forward to date with you and Lynn! :)
Huiqi: Yesyes, I'm pregnant! Shocks and horrors! Hahah I love you tooo! FYI, your PMS is really scary, but cute awhh :D HSBC owns!
Kiathoon: Thank you love, I really needed that then! I'll be there for you too, let's go crazy after EOYs!:D
JH kor: Hahah thank you! I know you can do it too! Don't forget to reserve a time after your As okay! All the best:)
Huiqi: CAN WE STUDY TOGETHER! hahaha yesyes, you'll be my motivation! With you singing, I get very high y'know! :D I love you toooo, take care sweet stuff!
Wing: Thank you darlinggg, I'm taking a deep breath, thennn.. @$^#%&$^*(! Agh. Hahaha just kidding, love you! (K)


whereareyou?!

Goodbye.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

It won't be soon before long.

I seriously need to work hard. No motivation at all, nothing's pushing me to study. I'm slacking everyday, wasting my time away doing useless stuffs. Even if I study, nothing goes into my head. This is not the Shuning I know, who used to study like crazy. Now, I'm doing nothing but slacking. I seriously have no mood to do anything. Headache, throat-ache, D:

I still remember Yuhan did this for me:

:D so sweet righttt!

Okay, chop-chop, I seriously need to studyyyyy. Oh and I'm going on hiatus on from 27th September onwards! I hope I can really concentrate better, and during that time, SHUNING'S OFF TO LIBRARY :D

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Strawberry Ice-cream.

For today, I'm playing all the "old" songs that I used to listen to, quite long ago! :D

I LOVE ALVIN&THECHIPMUNKSSS! :D Superduper cute ahhh! I remember I watched that freaking funny movie last year, I forgot with who though D:

Anywayyyy!:D

I slept like a pig, woke up at about 11? Mom says I like to stay up very late everyday, then accumulate all up, and sleep very long during weekends! Haha! I had a great time with 2yiyi, HL ahyi, mom and sis! Took the MRT myself to Lavender, I enjoyed the trip totally! :D Went Funan Mall and look at tables. It was a pity I was so tired that I didn't have a mood to really look at the tables. Dozed off at one of the tables there, while they continued looking at glass tables. Went Pastamania for dinner after that, I had the urge to eat beef, so I ordered Meatball w Spaghetti! Hoho I've decided, I want to eat Country Baked Pasta when I go again next time! Lol mom's was super nice, and I like the dessert. Well walked around, then homed. Slept on the way back home, I find my sister very motherly, I love her alot :D

I went to cut hair today! :D I feel super happy lah, I feel young now! :D As in, really young and bouncy mood! Cause my hair is so thin, although it's da// short now. Boo. But oh well, I've never had such thin hair before! (except when I was a baby? hm.) Yeap, cut at Jurong, after having lucnh at Umbrella, saw Noel! Hoho homed, then went Jurong again to meet Cherie. Bought potatoes, campbell's soup and bread. Went back to prepare for chadian, then went up to set up tablet for movie! It was a total failure, felt totally at loss then. But Thank God, managed to set up at ZZL's laptop. Phew, watched the movie! It was great, touching, beyond words. Cried like oohlala. Took weiyuanhui photo outside, then went in for group sharing! Prepared chadian, then it was nice! But too much, I'd say. I had to drink 3 cups? Super filling, almost vomited out. Thankfully not hah! Went home with Wing, chatted for awhile, then she went home. Finished typing Chemistry PBL stuffs, and currently posting! :D

We watched:


It's about John Hus:


Those who're interested can look for me, I can borrow the DVD for you!:D

And I want to watch THE HIDING PLACE, and IF I PERISH.

These two movies are about women in the WW2, they were put in prison cause of Christianity, and how they managed to live on and praise the Lord, they even spread the gospel in the prison and many believed! After they were set free, they went around spreading the gospel, and keeping strong in their faith till they die.

:: The Hiding Place, it's about CORRIE TEN BOOM & her sister.
:: If I Perish, it's about Esther Ahn Kim.

:D Chop-chop! Time to do work!

Au Revoir.


Thank you Lord, for letting me watch John Hus today. Although we didn't get to watch Till I Perish, as arranged, you planned all these to let us watch John Hus just now. It was really a great movie, and not only I cried, but I thought alot too. Thank you Lord, for letting me live in this century, where everything is wonderful and nice. Thank you Lord, for not letting me come to earth, when it was WW2, so that I would not suffer. Thank you Lord, for letting me live in this era, when bibles are published and we can buy bibles and not get arrested.

Thank you Lord, for your truth will set us free.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Everything will be fine.

Nachossssssss!:D Haha Charmaine took this, very nice right! Hoho it made me really feel like munching on them! :D

I think Charmaine has good photography skills, and she has a super nice camera lah! Gosh I'm very jealous, I want a nice camera of my own, preferably like WK laoshi's one. :D My fairy godmother, please just drop by and grant me this wishhh :D:D

I'm very glad that things are back to normal now. Everything. Well, for now everything's fine. Thank God, I'm very contented now. Please let this great feeling last long :D

Okay, I SCREWED UP MY PAPER ONE ):

Like totally, it's gone case! Agh especially my Chinese, I think I wrote the compo out of point. And what about my english, probably flunked it too. Omggxx I don't want to fail D: Thinking and talking about this, makes me want to cry ._.

Look on the bright side: Paper ones are over right nowwwwww, yay! :D

}} Charmaine came to talk to me in the morning!:)
}} Like I said, I screwed up my english paper one. Shan't elaborate since it makes me upset!
}} Chinese was much worse, agh I'm afraid that LLF thinks I copied for my holiday homework; because I got high marks, but now, I'm totally writing out of point. Sh//.
}} I like Jingzhen's Impact sweet, the box colour super nice! ;)
}} Felt annoyed during Chem PBL, but I felt much better after researching, wheehee :D
}} Can someone tell me why I can't do splits ): Haha!
}} It feels wonderful to talk to Amanda and Charmaine, although we flunked our paper onessss.
}} Feels great to chat one-to-one with Charmaine once again, I missed that very much! :D
}} I feel gooooood, nahnahnahnahnah~

Well, I'm wondering/ pondering about going on hiatus. Should I totally go on hiatus, or just continue posting once each week!

Shrugs whateverrr :D

I can't wait to take mrt later! Sometimes I like taking mrt on my own to very far places, like today. Just listening to music and staring into blank space. But sometimes, I feel like a retard, cause I'll somehow smile to myself suddenly -.- Hahaha!

Ich werde verrückt.

Toodles!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Twlighterrrrrrr.

XUEMIAO MAKES ME HIGH ABOUT EDWARD CULLENNNNNNN! :D

Hahaha she's like, totally crazy over Edward! Oh well, WHO WON'T! Ahh, I can't wait I can't wait I seriously can't wait for twilight movie to be out! :D

EDWARD CULLEN'S SUCH A HOTTIEEEEE.

AND KRIS STEWART'S PRETTYYYYYY <3

We'll make the great escape,


Because I'm feeling abit like this right now, I decided to post, hoping that it'll make me feel better. Tried typing at private, but didn't feel any better ._.

Didn't post yesterday, cause I reached home at near midnight! Hohoho super late, and I quickly rushed to sleep. Yeap, yesterday was great :D

--> Chatting with Tswei is really fun, she's real nice to talk to :D I suddenly went to squat beside her, and started talking to her :D
--> Couldn't concentrate well during Chinese, forgot what I was doing. ):
--> Had free period for PW, and slacked around hoh :D
--> Managed to take down notes for History, but felt super annoyed at someone D:
--> Physics' fun, when it comes to experiments! I think the mirror thing was the coolest! :)
--> Went home, studied straight till 7plus! Mom brought dinner back, and I continued doing work once again!
--> I like reading 'Sticky Situations', very interesting![:

Today was wonderful, wheeheeee!

:: I've got 16 for oral comm! Yay that's an A right!:D
:: Pee in pee, Mr Chew's really funny ;)
:: Had free period for Assembly, totally wasted my time "acting" :B
:: I almost fell asleep during math, cause my mind went blank. Thankfully Jingzhen helped me for the math questions, and we asked Mr liu together! :O
:: I didn't feel sleepy during art at all! Hah super surprised. Managed to finish my mindmap.
:: I'm going to chiong art EOYs, although surely CMI. Oh well, once and for all :D
:: I finally have my own art file! Mwahah :)

PS. I finally witness a 超级乐于助人 person on the bus yesterday! That guy was super niceeee, a very good example! :D people always say that singaporeans are selfish, won't give seats to those needy people, but obviously, these people haven't seen this guy yet lol! :D

Anyway, I WANT TO THANK GOD FOR TWO THINGS:

1. I GOT A FREAKING 51/70 AND 52/70 FOR CHINESE COMPOS! :D If it wasn't for my "spelling" errors, I would have gotten 52 and 54 respectively. :D :D :D

2. I'm getting more and more into the study mooooood :D Maybe cause I see the stack of things I've to do, and the pile of notes I need to memorise, I'm going to start to chiong already :D

CHIONGCHIONGCHIONG, FIGHTFIGHTFIGHT! WOAH!

I want study dates.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Nobody is perfect.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MR LEE KUAN YEW! :D
Thanks for devoting all your time and effort, almost the whole of your life, just for Singapore!
You're really a great 'hero' in the Singapore history, and I really appreciate you! :D
Thank God for having someone like you in Sinagpore!
May you live in good health, and continue to shine for Singapore :D


I really admire MM Lee!! :D
He's really niceeeeeeeeee, and I think he looked quite nice when he was young! Got the ambitious look, and he really dedicated almost his whole life to Singapore, and thanks to him, Singapore is fabulously great now! Hee, I'll pray for his wife, I hope they both will live to old old age :D

Anyway, it's a sunny, yellow, banana day! :D

1. I need to practice on my Chinese writing, rawh D: What kind of marks was that lah, 49/70 is not ideal at all.
2. Chemistry lab lessons are really interesting! -POP!-
3. I like to see the wooden stick catching fire :)
4. Managed to finish the geography workbook during CEP, thanks to Jingzhen for the notes on chapter 16! :D
5. 白斩鸡(?) --> Random!
6. I almost went bonkers when looking at math questions. I'm so deproving badly for math.
7. Three periods of Chemistry went well, surprise! Felt sleepy at times. But hey, I survived :D
8. I want to learn Catwalk from Sayhua, she's such a pro hah! {:
9. Studying at the dining table is super productive, but I tend to start finding things to eat haha!
10. I ran around church and walked the stairs repeatedly several times. :D
11. That's such a great way of relieving stress I tell you! Try it:)
12. And mom's so cute, waste our time travelling all the way, then she forgot to take key!

That's all :D

I was so happy when I saw the tags. Almost jumped for joy :D


Shuning says 'byebye!'

Monday, September 15, 2008

Dancing in the moonlight.

After two wordy posts on Saturday, this is a lalala post ._.

:D

I'm in a smiling mood these days, wheeee! Just that I don't smile all the time, but I like smiling. I mean, you can't possibly smile ALL THE TIME what, lol. But if people look at me, I would want to smile at them and grin widely :D

I'm going bonkers hah! Wasn't planning to post today, but decided to just slack for awhile. Didn't have much time to post yesterday, and today was supposed to be tablet-free studying day, but it didn't work out after all! I'm so not motivated, I can't even do what I want to do, such as studying at the dining table to prevent myself from getting distracted. Instead, after studying from about 7.30 till 10, I took my tablet to the dining table and start surfing the net and posting right now. Not very good of me but, USING TABLET IS HARD TO RESIST :D

ANYWAY, I changed my blogsong! To a super duper nice playlist, and I like the design alot! Say byebye to Imeem already :D Andand, I've got 6 songs in total, super nice lahhhhhhh! :D

Yesterday was fabulous, but point form will do.
1. Randy is SO cool :D
2. I think the kids next Sunday are going to LOL when they see us performing. haha!
3. Whatever Major Loser + Bee-tee-double-you are the coolest thing everrrrr. Wing's lip gloss is so not glossy anymore, awhhhh! :)
4. Studying at home on Sundays are NOT PRODUCTIVE FOR ME AT ALL.
5. I scared mom three times, first was on BGR, then on committing suicide.
6. The third one, freaked me out totally, I don't want to lose sight of mom anymore ):

Oh and seriously, I can't wait for Friday! Not because we're going to have English and Chinese Paper One, but because my family is going out with 2yiyi at night! Wheehee we're going Funan Mall I think, to look at more nice furnitures, and spend the wonderful FRIDAY NIGHT with 2yiyi :D

Today was wonderful, but I don't want to elaborate.
1. Sudoku is such an IN thing :D
2. Jingzhen completes comprehensions, VERY quickly!!
3. There's some kind of MAGIC formula for studying EOYs.
4. Tmrw's Lee Kuan Yew's birthday, I want to buy him a present x3
5. Jingzhen likes to say "Blues" in a very high pitch voice, cool uh!
6. Music test was a horror, I think I'll only borderline pass.
7. RAWH, TIME TO DO SELF REFLECTION ON MYSELFFF ):
8. I used to dislike violin, but now, I love ittttttt!
9. Suling laoshi is the bestttt, I love her like wheeheeee! :D Will be going out with her on a real DATE after my EOYs, yay!
10. I love c-o-c-o-n-u-t :)

Tags.
Twosix: Alrightttt, over already!
Glenda: Hahaha I did, yum! :D
Chongee: My dear porridge! Hahaha Sumo Tan, such a cool name lah! But I prefer Porridge :)
Helpsomeone: Uh, okay[:
Rock: hahaha bittersweet? Hmmmm, buy for me lah! :D
Xoxo: Sent you already! Hoho see you on next Wednesdayyyy, I hate the new gown seriously ):
Karine: Almightyyyyyy paperheart! Okay, I'm funny, laugh at me! Hoho jiayou tooooo, you can do it! Come on baby, get it from me on Msn! :D
SK: Hahahah where got such logic!! Maybe some people have sex then emo leh! ._.
Iris: Hahaha yessss, you finally came. Yeap you can copy and paste, really didn't think people will read it though. Hm yeap, totally agree with what you say! Thank God for everything, and for having such a great christian friend like you :D
Kuanlian: Are you burnin' up now! Yeehah, what combination is good! I think I'm taking double science, double humans!
Jingzhen: Haha read it! I didn't know you wanted to cry lahhh :X
Shannon: Am I, am I!! Hahaha have more confidence in yourself okay, jiayou :D
Wing: Hahahaha you put first then I put first lah! BEE TEE DOUBLE YOU :B
Teddyxgenie: Hahah yesyes, welcome to you! Don't need thank me so many times lah:) Yeap happy reading yeah[:
Wanxin: Hellooooooo! :D
Jingzhen: Haha yes, aren't you excited!! Lol 1510 1510! I still AD1510 lehhhh. Look forward to 1010 first! :)

Done.

Au Revoirrrrr.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

You're a carousel, a wishing well.

"Everytime we look back to the moment we signed this document it is for us a moment of anguish... We are connected by geography, the economy and ties of kinship. It broke everything we stood for."

This quote from Lee Kuan Yew suddenly came into my mind suddenly. He said it right after the separation from Malaysia.

Will there be a separation happening in my life?

I was really lazy this morning, and was seriously not in the mood to go for service. Especially since I was the pianist, and yes, I screwed it up. Secondly, I didn't want to face a certain two people, and was not super interested in today's topic for sermon. Thankfully, I didn't regret going service today, it was filled with meaning, fun, joy and laughter.

The sermon was meaningful, and I learnt quite a bit today. Thank God!

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God's loving, and He sure is justice. You may ask why is there hell, when God's supposed to love everyone that He created! However, God detests sins, you cannot possibly make Him put up with sin, because He's the perfect, the exact opposite of sins. He gives people the chance to believe in Him, but once the chance is lost, you have no choice but to go to hell. So God actually gives people chance, so don't say that he's mean by sending people down to hell, and only select people to go to heaven. He loves EVERYONE, and he wants EVERYONE to go to heaven to join him of course!

What is hell exactly you may ask. It isn't like what some may say, with nine levels, and monster looking people, with tongues as long as idkwhat, touching the ground? Sorry if I offend anyone, I don't mean to. Everyone has what they believe in, and you may believe in that, while I don't. Hell is a dark burning fire-ish pit. A place where you are all alone, in darkness. You have no one to talk to, no one to complain to. No one, AT ALL. you're all alone, with insects biting you, and you can't scratch, you can't stop the pain. FOREVER. You might say that God is so cruel to actually create such a place for people to go to. But seriously, he gives people the chance already. What else can he do? Oh you may say, since he created everything, he could have created us to all listen to him. But think about it, he might as well just create robots right!!

If you doubt about His love, you can sure tell from how He sent Jesus down to earth, to save us. Say it this way. God is pure, God is perfect, and you want Him to come to earth, where it is a place of sin and dirtiness? That's such a big sacrifice for him isn't it? For you people, who manage to view this, it sure means that you have internet at home and it means that you are rich enough to afford internet. Yes, at least you're able to have a place to eat well and rest uh? Well, think about yourself doing to Africa for a month, or just only 10 days. No Nike shoes, only spoilt sandals or even bare-footed. No F21 tops, just a plain shirt when many holes. No Gucci or Puma bags, only plastic bags with no handles or even hand-carry only. No Silkpro or dove bathing stuffs, only water, and yellow water yes. No Crystal Jade, no KFC, no Macs, no rice. Just live off by leaves or the most, flour biscuits. No PSP, no DS lite, no gameboy, no Dota, no Audition, no anything. Play with grass, play with wild animals, and play catching in the juggles. No insect repellents, no perfumes. Only your own bare hands to hit away whatever insects there are. Could you survive there? For ten days? For 1 month? Yes? I doubt so. Even if you manage to survive, how many complaints will there be from your heart/mouth?

Jesus had to come down to Earth, where he was humiliated, spit at, mocked at, for thirty three years he lived on earth, and spent three years plus to preach. He was laughed at, and people wanted to kill him, people scolded him. Some welcomed him with open hands, and others slammed their doors at him. He could barely stop to find things to eat, he just kept walking and walking in those uncomfortable shoes of his. Always wearing the same few clothes, I doubt he could stop by the laundry and wash uh. In the end, people wanted to kill him, and he was nailed on the cross, having a crown made thorns pushed down on his head. He was even stripped down and was questioned about his identity. If anyone just pinch you really hard and bash you in the stomach or face, how would you feel? Ouch, pain? You would just scream in pain, and just cry out loud, or even faint. But Jesus just held on and put up with the pain. For what, such a stupid person! you may say. But it's all for us, he did it all for us, for the sake of saving us, and forgiving our sins. Isn't that such a great thing, such a magnificent thing, such a sacrifice for him? ALL BECAUSE, GOD LOVES US, He did all for us. What what do we do? Question him about his existent, is that right? Do you still question God? Do you still doubt his love for us? Think about it.

Certainly, I don't wish to argue with people about beliefs, cause it is your own choice. So if I offended anyone in this post, I sincerely apologise. But think about it, just think about it yourself. If you really want to be a Christian, but something's stopping, pray. If it's because of your family or your parents, "follow your heart". If you truly believe in God, nothing can stop you. God's love for us is strong. It is because God loves us, that is why we love. Take care and God bless to you, whoever that is viewing this:)

FYI, I'm so not advertising for people to be Chrisitians. But seirously think about it. I'm just sharing whatever that is on my mind tonight.

"For God so love the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that him should not perish, but have ever lasting life." John 3:16

"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." 1st John 1:9

"Great in counsel, and mighty in work: for thine eyes are open upon all the ways of the sons of men: to give every one according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings." Jermemiah 32:19


PS. Tag if you have anything to say about this uh, I don't mind constructive comments.

Toodles.

Four leaf clover.

The Dead Man.

Picking up his pen, he began to write his very last letter.

"My dearest wife, you have been a great companion to me these years.."

Benjamin was deemed a promising child since his young years. He was one who would eventually "make his mark in society". He was a sociable boy, likable and extremely adorable. Indeed, as his teachers had predicted, he made his way into society with a Masters degree and a bright future.

He was employed by an extremely reputable company, and was made manager of the office. There, he met his girlfriend, who eventually became his life long companion. His life could then simply be described as perfect. Yet, he was not simply contented. He was an ambitious young man, he wanted more.

"Yet, I have not been the perfect husband for you. I have disappointed you, my dear wife.."

At his company he met his best friend, Spencer. They had shared their sorrows and joys. Spencer had been his best man at his wedding. He had been his ranting ground when he was down. Yet, Spencer would bring him to his deathbed.

Spencer was a frivolous man. He gambled frequently, he could never plan his finances properly, and he was always in heavy debt. To make matters worse, he was not very well-off and could hardly make ends meet. To pay of his debts, he would always borrow from Benjamin and hardly paid him back.

"Please tell Jemimah daddy loves her.."

One specific day, Spencer approached Benjamin during work. He had a huge debt, and he needed to clear it quickly. Benjamin nodded, he understood. Swiftly, he whipped out his chequebook and asked Spencer for the exact amount. Yet, when he mouthed out the words "a hundred thousand" Benjamin was taken aback. Indeed, Benjamin was well off, but he did not have that kind of money.

"But what could I do? Please tell her daddy's happy in a faraway place.."

At that time, Spencer pointed at the accounts and told Benjamin of the many things he could do to help. Instinctively, he shook his head and rejected of the idea. He could not do such a thing to his company. The company had groomed him from his younger years till then. He could not let his boss down. Yet, he could not disappoint his best friend.

The thoughts waged war on each other. He could not come to an upright decision. The little, unscrupulous side of him began to tempt him with greed. The money, he thought, could buy him a new car. The money, could help his friend. It was in favour for all ways. He began to accept the idea of embezzlement. This was the beginning of his downfall.

He meddled with the accounts and wrote a ridiculous amount that was to be paid to a non-existent company. "Two hundred thousand", he wrote quickly and with a wicked grin, the money was his. He split the money between Spencer and him. In his mind, he made a mental note. "This would be the first, and the last time." Yet, he did not keep to his word. With greed, he did it twice, thrice, till the end of the year, he had already embezzled a total of nine hundred thousand dollars.

He had never realized that one day, his bad deeds would be discovered. Exactly ten months after his first misdeed, an auditor came to check the accounts. Upon hearing the bad news, he panicked tremendously. Beads of cold seat could be seen rolling down his cheeks as the auditor entered his room to check through the account books. The auditor frowned has he browsed through the books. Fear etched in his mind as he saw the auditor's wrinkles become deeper, and deeper.

"Tell the loansharks I'm gone.."

The next thing he knew, he was summoned to his boss' office. Full with regret, he promised the boss to return the money as soon as he could. Thankfully, his boss did not pursue the matter, and he was only fired with no pay. However, it was ludicrous that his boss, or ex-boss, wanted him to return the money in two weeks.

He had then called Spencer for help. After all ,he had once helped him in his times of need. Spencer would not reject him when he's in dire straits! However, Spencer was also broke and could not help him much. "What about borrowing money?" Spencer suggested. Seeing it as his only alternative, he readily agreed. Spencer had contacts of many "money-lenders", and quickly obtained sufficient funds to return the company.

"All I wanted was a happy life with our family. I'm sorry I screwed it all up.."

What Benjamin did not know, was the extremely high interest rates. All he had on his mind, was to clear debts , clear debts and clear debts. A week after he had borrowed money, the loansharks came knocking at his door. To his horror, he debt had risen to a million dollars. He compromised and persuaded the loansharks to give him another week to clear his debt.

Putting his pen down, he opened the bedroom door of his daughter's and gave her one goodbye kiss.

Desperate, he began borrowing from all relatives as much money as he could. He could no longer contact Spencer. His best friend, had left him in heavy debt while he went scott-free. His best friend, had no conscience to help him out of his dilemma. His best friend, had led him to a dead end.

Closing the front door gently, he took slow steps to the lift. With much hesitation, he pressed the 25th storey button and waited patiently as the lift went up.

As hard as he may have tried, he could not accumulate enough money to pay back the loansharks. Yet, he did not want to implicate his family. He could not accept the fact that he would be bankrupt. Thinking of the bright future that he had, he wondered why he had taken this road. Now, his future was bleak. His family's safety was at risk. He could not do anything to help. He was helpless.

"This is my dead end," he thought.

Soon, ambulance sirens were heard near the HDB block that Benjamin had lived in.

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Such a sad story, isn't it? Felt very upset when I read the story during lessons, it was just such a sad ending. The family is so poor thing, and it all started cause of stupid Spencer and Benjamin's own greed. Oh well, a man's greed or lust for money, can lead to such drastic consequences.


2nd post will be posted shortly.

Goodbye.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Move to the groove.

Chiyien makes me really high! When I see her, I totally open my mouth BIGBIG, and grins widely. Hah! :D

Sometimes I wonder, what John thought about really make sense. About why people do things, for what reasons. Sometimes I think that I do stuffs for the sake of doing. As in like, do to show others that I do it, and do because it's already a routine for me. And if I don't do, I will feel uneasy and maybe insecured? I seriously don't know, human brains are complicated. But I can conclude that most of the time, I do things for the sake of doing them.

Today was a day filled fun joy laughter pain idk. Hahaha lessons were fine, and I'm slowly losing my interest for math once again, agh. Where's the passion for math, Shuning!! I almost felled asleep during Physics, but thankfully Xiaofen asked me a chim question that got me thinking and I woke up lol! Didn't watch Oliver Twist for Elit today, such a pity! Oh and I like the compositions that Ms Kali let us read today for English, really nice and the english standards are like woah. I'm starting to worry more about my compo writing ):

And did I mention? My eyes are red and swollen, rawh. Not because I cry, because I've absolutely no reasons to. But because of some stupid unknown reason, my right eye was so pain that I had to close my eyes. It's seriously uncomfortable, so itchy pain! Washed so many times still pain lah. Then harp was like alright, but it was not nice to play the harp when you can only see with one eye. Measured sizing for costume, and omg my yao1 wei2 so cu1, CMI! Chatted with Chiyien Hsiehhui, Pingwei and Jonathan, and started taking photos with each other! I only have three photos in my phone, the rest are with them! Hahaha practiced, and dismissed super early wheehee!

Went down to class, and brought stuffs to 107. Borrowed strings for 101, and did the hang-around-neck board. Hoho it was super fun walking around, but it was totally uncomfortable cause my eyes were by then, both pain, and I had to bear with the pain when I open both my eyes to see. Selled stuffs, bought stuffs and watched the performances, haha! Decided to rest outside 107, and we played Truth Or Dare, and Confessions. Really super fun loh, did stupid stuffs like standing on the lockers! Hee went off with Rachel and Sayhua, and we walked to the bus stop. Saw this scary woman, and we kept screaming, or more like Sayhua kept screaming to make us scream lol! Finally reached central and had dinner yum! Quickly went home, and tonight the walk was scarier that yesterday, cause it's 10 plus, and yesterday was only 7plus - 8. [:

Currently posting, and I want to drink bubble tea :D

Oh and plans with Chiyien after EOYs! We would bring PE attire every harp practices. And when the sec ones are having their session, we'll go and run around school to keep fit and stay healthy! Hahaha then after that we'll come back for harp again, and practice like woahhhh :)


Bow to the mango, and dance to the tango.

See-eye-ey-ohhhhh.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

There's twice as many stars in the sky.

Close your eyes and count to ten, And fall apart and start again :D

If you're feeling upset/ vexed/ unhappy over something, just close your eyes, and try to count to ten. Then open your eyes and let out a big sigh. It will sure make you feel better, and remember to smile after letting out a sigh!:)

Hoho I'm tired, but not as tired as just now. Feels great to be home, woah! These few days were tiring for me, and I always reach home late, but today was earlier. Well today reached home directly from school, and it was quite scary to go home late. Thankfully it wasn't as late as one of the harp performance, so late till it was dark, and 154 had to be so late rawh.

OMG THE MV FOR DISTURBIA IS SO FREAKY! (click.)

Like seriously, it's so freaky but da// cool! I mean, the song itself is a really very nice, and the mv is like woahhhh! But I think it was quite scary at first, especially when Rihanna acts as the girl in the "prison cell" omg lah, that's like the scariest!! Andand the spiderweb costume is super obscene can! It's like she totally didn't wear anything except for strings and more strings, then got the spiders covering yeah. Oh well, she has a nice figure lol. Yikes, but I think Rihanna's da// cool, and the actions are like superb, I wonder how to dancers to that, the robotic kind of actions! Oh mannnnnn, I'm like so addicted to this song [:

School was fine, but I was really sleepy today. Slept during the third period of English, really konked out suddenly. Felt quite bad, cause I seriously fell alseep during a lesson. And no, thankfully I didn't snore hah! Had free period for Physics, thankfully I finished the work yesterday, so I just orgranised my stuffs and did the comprehensions that LLF gave, accomplished that I managed to finish one and a half! Did some Tablet PC survey during assembly, then used phone to chat with Jingzhen heehee. Very fun, played Freerice together with her too! Felt sleepy again during math and my eyes were half-closed already. Thankfully I managed to get myself awak thanks to Sayhua, and continued taking notes. I don't really enjoy art lah, I dread it alot. Thankfully this is our last year, and last term. So I should just try my best, and don't care already lol! Painted and my look alot like Commonwealth uniform. Dismissed then quickly chiong to take oral. Omg I think I did badly, JT is nice though! The reading part was fine, but the picture part, he said that I spoke too little. Gosh he said to me before ending, "alright uh, you can speak well. Just that for future oral, I advise you to speak more yeah? alright you can go now." Aiyoh I hope I can pass well D:

Went to Home Ec. room with Xiaofen and Rachel, then washed up the sticky sweets. Lol Rachel had to go after designing some of the walking advertisment stuffs. Finished wrapping the packaging with Xiaofen, and went down to buy food to eat. Yum! Did some of the designs and actual drawings on the advertisments and we were really exhausted by then. Xiaofen was super nice lah, talked to me and woke me up with a "nice" technique hah. Continued wrapping stuffs, and did the packaging for the small cookies. Oh and the cookies smelled really nice, ahh I'm so going to buy tmrw! Teehee ended at seven plus, then went to put stuffs at Mr Tay's desk. Took bus, and homed. It was a scary walk home, cause there was this guy behind me lah. And when I walked faster, he also walked faster! Ahhh, totally freaked me off and I ran all the way back to church ._.

Ate dinner, and currently posting. I feel da// angry at msn, cause it allows mom to go online, but doesn't allow my sister and I to go online. Maybe it wants me to do work now, so I shall go. I hope there's internet when I try again later! :}


Hoho I like Xuan Mu, by Faye Wong! Thanks to loveofmylife who introduced it to me! She seems to have very nice music taste, and sends me very nice songs. <:

Tags.
Alien: Xiao wu gui uh, chocolate fanatic! Too much sweets then diabetes how ._.
Yuhan: hahaha thank you! You should change your url to your email, yuhanrocks.bs.com :)
Taymin: Hahaha helloooo, see you tmrw yeah! Take care [:
Xoxo: Well, stars with a H, ends with a I, and it's not 'Hi'! Lol the half an hour break was superb with you guys! :D
Bessy: Hahah awh I know you're honoured! See you tmrw, hope to sell icecream with you soon yeah :))
Valerie: Oh we shall try not to say bad things about her lah, but seriously uh, cannot help it sometimes. And you keep mouthing 'hello' to me, made me bonkerssss! :D
The New Me: Hahaha thank you! (:
Wing: Ohohoh yessss, thanks for reminding yeah, and I'll definitely try my best to be a great girlfriend! Lalala why your blog url not iloveshuning.bs.com ):
Hazel: HAZELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! ;D You never bring me back to class already ): haha come my stall tmrw okay, I'll go support 101 too!
Chongee: My dear porridgeeeee! {: Yeah totally, what's wrong with stupid msn lah. I really want to go online mannn. And it's been a long time since we chatted and you never provide me jokes already ._.

Done.

Goodbye.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Headlight disco.

Zomg there's something wrong with my wireless today! I can go on internet, but I can't go online, rawh. ):

I just reached home, have been reaching home at about this time lately, quite late uh! Hoho but I like this kind of lifestyle, kind of suits me somehow. After school, do work, study, and reach home at night. I LIKE REACHING HOME LATE, somehow :D

I'm tired, but accomplished. Finished my homework, and also managed to slack for awhile. Teehee looked through a lot of photo albums while mom was packing stuffs. Mom's pretty, Daddy's cute, Sis loves me, and I love my family :)


Today was my unlucky day, I forgot to bring my big blue file! Like seriously, it has all my homework etc inside, so I was super scared that LLF would want us to hand in chinese work, or Mr Liu will go through math paper. But thank God, I survived through [:

Random: My hair was screwed today, without Iris' helping me hoho.

I like doing math practices alot alot, IF I know how to do them!

Oh and Chinese was alright, I love chinese letter writing sometimes. My name is 太阳光! Xiaofen's nice to talk to, but she keeps saying sorry all the time! And I managed to teach her how to make a pen flexible heh.

I felt really tired during History, but I managed to copy notes and stay awake. In the end, zonked out during Physics, but had a fun class activity that woke me up!

Harp drilling was better than Monday's, there were more fun people. Went with Chengyee, and we were both uphappy over something, but lala cheered up after awhile! Hoho drilling by tws was quite horrible, but I laughed a lot throughout, and I have a very funny joke with Yixin, the 白痴 joke hah! Super hilarious, I couldn't help but keep laughing. And Valerie kept mouthing to me "Hello." which made me totally bonkers! But anyway, went down with Hsiehhui, Chengyee, Chiyien, Melody, Yian and Eunice to have a break, and we totally chatted and breaked for 1/2 hour? Surprisingly, none of the teachers scolded, and we happily continued our drilling session. Ms Wong came, but she didn't conduct at all (._.) Discussed about harp gown, and zomg it's so super ugly lahhh! Like seriously, we would all rather wear back the purple gown, then the current new design, which is like horrible? Even Ms Wong said aloud, "I don't like the design and the colour too." (something along the lines.) The colour combination was so weird lah, and the design was so aunt-ish. Hah tws didnt' want to show us at first just straightaway do, but thank God she let us know and Ms Wong managed to discuss with her about changes. For the a really long time, this is the first time I like Ms Wong like super alot, and I think she's super great :)

Homed with Chengyee, Hsiehhui, Valerie, Xuemiao and Eunice, was highing on the way back. Haha I miss times with Chengyee, when we walk to eat, decide what to eat for a really long time, eat kids meal that made others laugh at us, run across the road, sing aloud, jump on the way back to school, etc etc. And today we walked together and sang like crazy fools, but I love her! Mwaha[:

Studying at home was productive at first, then not productive anymore, then suddenly chiong again! Reached, rested for awhile, then did work while mom and daddy went out. Mom bought back dinner, it was one of the nicest meal I've ever eaten these days, seriously ICHIBAN!! Ahh got fish, chicken, veg, soup and yeah, nice rice. Hee. Started looking at photo albums while mom packed, and so many events have passed! Got to know my mom more somehow, through photos. Was reminded to do work, then quickly chiong again. Finished work and homed.

The end.

PS. Those who have english oral tmrw, all the best to you!

Zomg I'm the first one to take oral, I hope I wouldn't freak out half way and faint or start babbling nonsense D:

I

AM

TIRED.

AND

I

AM

GOING

TO

SLEEP

NOW.


Ciaooooo.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Like an old abandoned house.

I think I've higher efficiency at home than at home. :)

Seriously, it was really productive studying alone at home, and I really didn't expect myself to do that much. Well not that I did a lot, but more than I expected. Hoho I'm very happy! Didn't want to post initially, but decided to "treat" myself to a post since I've done more work today! :D

Okay a picture and three words to summarize today:


TIRED LIKE CRAZY.


Shall post in 'main' points[:

(Omg I'm so tired that my mind is blank, and I don't remember what lessons I had!!)

1. I had a nice chat with Yanlin today, interesting.
2. I found out that these two days, the only source of/for (?) homework is LLF.
3. I finally understood 10% of Chemistry today, usually 0% ._.
4. Tuesday is officially the TAY DAY, cause we see Mr Tay for 5 periods, great.
5. I screwed my math test, totally disappointed in myself.
6. I decided to buy a ticket for Cultural Potpourri, just one. For myself :D:
7. I finished You Are Here and it's such a great but sucky book. Great cause it's great, sucky cause the girl died.
8. Yuhan lent me to play the "cooking" game. (!!) :D:D:D THANK YOU.
9. I don't like it when people who snatch my seat once I leave the seat for less than 30 secs only?
10. 154 didn't like me today, I had to wait about 20+ minutes for it.
11. Ms Huda takes the same bus, 154, as me! And she wear shades on the bus.
12. I finished all my homework before dinner, a great accomplishment.
13. I like smsing Jingzhen. Random~
14. I'm left with 作业 2A, a few more exercises to go!

Gosh I need to sleep now, cannot take it already..

PS. I can't wait for EOYs to be over, although EOYs have not even started yet. Well, I've many plans, and people to go out with, and things to be done, woah!

One last thing, here's to my sister:

LOVEOFMYLIFE!!

Jiayou jiayou, I know tmrw's going to be real tough! But I know YOU CAN DO IT, you're great woah! I'LL PRAY FOR YOU, take care too! FIGHT ON, I'll treat you to BEN AND JERRY'S and GLORIA JEANS after your prelims! :D

Au Revoirrr!

Monday, September 8, 2008

Lord give me strength.

" Not because of who I am,
but because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
but because of who you are. "

First day of school's over! :D

Time flies mannnnn! I mean, just one week ago, it was holidays. I was at NTU, I was enjoying my wonderful holidays. And tadum, the first day of school is already over! If it's not fast, then what is it uh!

Thank God everything was fine today! I was telling my sister how I've got a feeling everything will go wrong today, but it was alright. Mwaha I'm so happy, thank God! I had a different hairstyle today, and hopefully everyday in the future (:D) Thanks Iris for training my leg muscles uh (:B) I find Iris a very good christian, and it's very nice to go to her blog once in awhile, cause it motivates me somehow! Had two free periods cause Ms Kali didn't come today, chatted with MI! Hoho had gym for PE, and it was really fun. I'm going to work out man, my arm muscles are really .. (D:) History was basically slacking, I read You Are Here, and it's really nice! Watched Oliver Twist for Elit, and I almost fell asleep, thanks to the nice atmosphere of cool breeze and a dark classroom. Managed to survive through three periods of Chinese, nearly slept at some parts. Completed work and finally woke up from my daze-mode when bell rang. Had mock test for music, and suddenly thought of loveofmylife dancing chacha (:D) Had free periods for ACC again, and just packed my stuffs. Organised my file and scribbled in my notebook. Dismissed and went to look for fellow harpists :D

Met up with Chiyien, Chengyee and Pingwei, then went up. Mrs Tan recorded us on the video camera, and it was like pointless (._.) cause less than half of the ensemble came. After recording, many people left, and I sat between Chengyee and Sara! Mrs Tan started drilling us, and her drilling was horrible. No offence, but I don't think Mrs Tan is a good conductor, and some of us were annoyed at her. Seriously, she

- doesn't know the exact tune and ask us for it.
- asked us for feedbacks, and in the end don't care about it.
- doesn't know how to use the video camera and doesn't appreciate or say 'thanks' when we helped her.
- doesn't count the beats properly and scolds us for it.
- gets the whole tune and mood wrongly, and say she's right.
- ignore the instructor's instructions, and carry on with own mood.
- choose to waste time by drilling us on unimportant stuffs, and drill us wrongly.
- doesn't manage time properly, and wanted us to practice thrice again when it was already three thirty.
- rushed through the songs, and claim that we should follow her mood.
- mix the whole rhythm of the two songs up, and anyhow make the tempo.


I guess that's it, I shall not say further. I feel quite bad, but was totally -rolls eyes- horrible. Smsed Hsiehhui during harp, hah so fun. Finally dismissed, and homed. Met Gary and Mom, discussed about shirts, and homed. Just ate dinner, and currently posting [:

Anyway, from this term onwards, I'll try my best to be:
A good christian.
A good daughter.
A good sister.
A good friend.
A good councillor.
A good harpist.

Good as in try my best in that "role" :) If you've anything to say about me, go ahead. I'll try my best to change for the better :D

Oh and I'm super happy, cause harp practices are all cancelled, except for this week! :D

God loves me, I love God.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

A vapour in the wind.

Mwaha I've chao many Relient K songs in my phone now, happyhappy!

I feel so happy, I'm on cloud nine, I feel like spreading my joy around, I feel like jumping, I feel like singing love songs:)


1. I'm going to have a 2nd teenage nightmare.
2. The first one is "followed-up" from my childhood nightmare.
3. I think _ has a super cool hairstyle, hah!
4. Randy makes lessons interesting, I memorised 9 points in 5 minutes!
5. I think John Hus is so selfless, I can't wait to watch the movie/video.
6. Umbrella has nice food, just that I don't know how to order.
7. If you want to buy Kitkat Crunch, go 7-eleven please, seriously!!
8. Study date was somewhat productive, did work yeah.
9. SS piano was fine today, I love cute kids!
10. Heart-to-heart talk with my sister, I hope there's more next time!


I just had a somewhat heart-to-heart talk with the loveofmylife, and it was great! I really enjoy talking to her, and we only have such moments, like once in a blue moon! So yeah, really glad that I managed to talk to her just now, and she makes me want to dance chacha :D

That was way random hah! The night sky is beautiful, there are many stars around, but only one in my heart -- .star. <3

I'm going to have Monday Blues all the time, starting for Term 4, thanks to three periods of chinese! Like seriously, you welcome us back to school after a short weekend, with facing Llf for three whole periods, how nice of you! Hahah nvm loh, I shall really work hard.!

Funny statement:

Dear xxx, I fell for you again. -plonk-

It was meant to be like, I like you once again. But I fell down for you again sounds so much more funny, amusingly stupid :D


Tags.
Teddyxgenie: Wheeeeee, thank you loads! And for walking with me 'home' on Friday:)
Karine: hahaha of course, I like that song alot! Yesyes, chao high! Hoho holidays are over, time really flies. Mm now work hard for EOYs, then after that will have life! Jiayoujiayoujiayou :D
Jon: I never mix up! Hahaha yay, can we make sushi again someday?
Hsiehhui: yahhh, lucky you!! Hahaha I didn't yawn, cause it's holidays and I had plenty of rest :B
Loveofmylife: Awh pleaseeee, I want to babysit YOUR baby! :D
Shannon: Hahah very good for you then, jiayou:)
Kuanlian: Hahah yay lets' go fishing someday and eat our catch! Take care alright[:
Alien: HBP and sweet stuffs no link lehhhhhh! ._.
Loveofmylife: Ohhhhhhh so it's Anaemia, I forgot! Hohoho Ferrum is alright, but I don't want medicine! Bleargh go eat iron with me :D Then we heart-to-heart while eating!
Minxi: Mwaha yes now i know alot of people has it! Lalala take care uh! :}
Alien: This good stuff cannot share! Too bad for you! Mwahaha go search online lah :b
Shannon: Haha that you have to think yourself. I don't remember being asked that question, so yeah. All the best yeah, take care and see you tmrw! (:


I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love, ACCIDENTALLY~

Tahtah.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Without a reason.

I :heart: my boyfriend. So handsome, so caring, so hot, so nice, so kind, so helpful, so cool, good figure/body, good character, etc!

Nothing in the world is as great as my boyfriend <3
--

Aww isn't this picture nice! Some people say it's emo, but I think it's fine. I really like the lighting, and the colour etc. It makes a simple band 'I Miss You' so nice! Oh seriously, 越看越好看 :D

Ole! I'm super happy, cause I've a study date with Cherie and my boyfriend (I think!). We're going JE library to do work, and be really serious for once. Heh not just once, I hope we will have many more study dates together on the coming Sundays:)

I love:


The pretty girl beside me :D

She is CHERIETSE, and I can't wait to go study dates with her, and running dates with her! And we shall secretly train for _. I hope we can, hah sure we can! -grins-

I shall upload one last picture, before signing off! Presenting to you:


Ahhhhhhhh, that's me! Like seriously, I could not believe my eyes when I was clearing my collections. Hah actually I can believe lah, I've loads of my own baby photos. Just that I thought this was super cute! :D -pinch cheeks-

My ego is acting up. HAH. I want to hug Cassie suddenly, just that she always struggles free and run like a diligent rabbit, while I'm the sleep and lazy tortoise. Get it? ._.

Last last one.. After that photo, here comes:


That was quite long ago, I think it was p4? Seriously I can't remember. Really funny when I look at myself! And somemore I was half-squatting at the plaits girl, already 'predicting' that I'll get into Nanhua and tie plaits! HAH, lame logic :b

This is seriously a random post, just like my title: 'without a reason' :D

Tata.

Is like the whole world stops to listen.

Great, I've anaemia.

Sounds like it's some kind of disease or what, but it's just some small thing I've got along with my sister! Lalala I forgot all about it, until my sister told me that. Gosh I hope I won't have to eat Ferrum, the medicine. Hah it doesn't taste bad lah, but the idea of eating medicine just scares me off. [:

Tuanqi was fine, like totally great. Subst. Huiling for zhuxi, and I think I screwed it up, but thank God everything still went as per normal. Group time was a success with Leemin, thanks girl! Combined with her for today, and it was super fun! Played alot of funny games, and the pig game I thought of, was everyone's favourite! I feel super happy that my effort/idea paid off (:D) Hoho had chadian and ate my dinner. Chatted with Cherie, and Wing was repeating the same song over and over again. She can sing XJT's songs nicely (:D) Played with Wing's Rubik's Cube and chatted with Xiangrong and Yaolin, I totally got insulted. Homed, and currently posting!

Hah I don't get it, why must all the church older guys, just keep demoralising me. I mean, seriously, I feel lousy also what. Stop rubbing it in, how nice of you all lah -.-

Have special service later again, going to record again! Hahaha I hope I won't get too distracted today. And thank God quite some people jue2 zhi4, yay :)

GOGOGO SHUNING, YOU NEED TO WORK HARDDDD. :D

Toodles.

Accidentally in love.

So she said what's the problem, baby!
What's the problem I don't know what
Baby, I'm in love~

:D Hahaha ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE, I'm COUNTING the number of CROWS.

I realised something: After sitting down for a short while, then when I want to stand up, I feel so giddy and I have a headache. Then after wobbling for a teeny short while, I feel fine again. Andand I don't see anyone who has the same problem as me, well maybe my sister too?

Hoho I think Macs is a good place to study, very productive. It was a pity I couldn't study there, cause the person said it was peak hours on Saturday, and studying was not allowed. Grr I happily went there with mom to eat breakfast, and wanted to do my work. Managed to complete a few questions, before getting 'chased out' by the person. Went pop and wheeee, mom bought foolscap! Hoho I love the blue one, a pity they didn't have the green one! Walked around Jurong East, I love joking around with mom, super fun[:

There's going to be a wedding later, so sweet! That reminded me something quite sad though. It has always been my 'dream', that if I ever get married, I want to get married inside the very own church that I've been in four my whole life. Oh well, it's never going to happen ):

Mom says that I should control my emotions, and I agree very much with her. But sometimes, I just cannot help it. She said, I could be like:

Oh, it's another whole new beginning! Since it's time, and God has got a plan already, so let's move on! What else to do, just smile and carry on!

Or, I could be like that:

I really don't want to move on, I have been in this place for my whole life, it has all my memories, and my life-long friends. I like this place, why must we go. Seriously, I don't want to leave.

And keep on crying, or being emotional blah.

Well, I don't want to keep being emotional too. I mean, who doesn't want to be positive and cheerful all the time, willing to accept and adapt to reality. Sometimes, I'm both of the above, I can be like happy looking on the bright side, but I also have times of emotions. I'm da// weird, seriously -.-

Rawh, felt totally sad when mom told me about the whole beginning, and what Daddy did, everything that happened. Seriously, we should really all thank God, for all He has done. I've never heard anyone mentioning the establishment of the church, and how everything fell into place, and how we have choir, tuanqi, lessons, library, everything.

This post is just super mixed lah, just my feelings and thinkings.

SMILE :DDDDDDDDDDD

I'M STILL IN THE DANCING-WOAH-ACCIDENTALLY-IN-LOVE FEELING,
ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE :)

Sometimes when you meet difficulties, you will ask "what could be worse than what I'm experiencing now?"

You could make a joke out of it, and make yourself feel better, by saying "Having a stomachache, going to a toilet, then finally realising that there's no toilet paper around you at all; that's much worse!!" :D

Disgusting, yet amusing :)

Ciaooooo.

Friday, September 5, 2008

Onion Ring!

I want a Rubik's Cube. ):

Thanks to dear Wing, I got rather influenced, and I want to have my own Rubik's Cube! Haha I learnt from Wing how to do the first layer, and got very confused about the second layer, so I gave up. But I want to try againnnnnnn, ahh, please let a Rubik's Cube land outside my house tmrw morning :D

This is rather random, but I think Isketch is really fun! Played with Roger and Ryan, but he left earlier. Super fun, although my drawing is CMI! Well, Roger still managed to guess it right, pro!

Why do you always ruin my mood when I'm feeling the most happy, like finally?

Happiness is the key.

Currently, I feel like this:

DEAD TIRED.

Seriously, it's a surprise to myself that I can still be typing right now. I'm really so tired, and my whole body is sore all over, and I feel really exhausted and uncomfortable right now.

There was a huge traffic jam today, worse than Wednesday's. And by the time I reached school, I was two minutes late. Well, today's practice was mass practicing, but very few people from syf group came. Sat between Yiyan and Jazlyn today, just opposite Hsiehhui! Hoho practiced songs for the HwaChong performance, and my fingers hurt like crazy. Especially my forefinger on my right hand, since I had a blister on it, and it just burst yesterday. Yes, ouch! Agh and then it's the main finger that I have to use all the time somemore, and no one had plaster. Thankfully Ms Wong was nice enough to give me a long tape to wrap around my finger tip. Still hurt when I was playing, it's been a long time since I had a blister. Got to know our practice days in term 4. Felt really agh-ish, I mean, it's EOYs hello. And cca is offically 'banned' or something. But we still have cca, and somemore, Monday is added in. How nice lah, I have to study also leh. I mean if people are smart and able to juggle, go ahead! But no, I'm a stupidhead that cannot handle it. I really don't want to go for cca during EOYs, if it's not for the fact that practices are going to end earlier than usual. ._.

26th September (Friday): Hwa Chong Institution - 3 to 4 pm.
24th & 25th October (Friday, Saturday): Art Festival @ Old Parliament House.
17th/18th November (Monday, Tuesday): Cultural Potpourri @ NUS Cultural Centre.
25th December (Thursday): Christmas Performance @ Esplanade - 3 to 8.45 pm.

The thing I don't want, is the christmas performance. It's on Christmas Day, exactly that day. And who wouldn't want to celebrate Christmas with their families! And are we really going to have 5 sessions throughout?

Woah and I really hope we get the new costumes soon. The tailor's coming on 10th, so most prolly getting it before Art Festival, hopefully so! :D

Anyway, look on the bright side: MORE TIME TO BOND WITH MY HARP MATES :)

Well, reached home and did work. My neck went totally stiff after sitting still throughout, in the same position. Hah, serve me right! Hoho rested for awhile, and continued doing work. I really like my compo joke: Clubbing --> 咖啦冰. Hoho inside joke between Mom and me!

Later there's special service, going to be on third level to help record the choir! Yum I think the songs are really nice, go choir! And I hope many people will attend, and I hope some people will jue2 zhi4!! Most importantly, I hope I wouldn't fall alseep :X


Tags
Kityarn: Hahaha thanks, linked you too! Take care, smile :DD
Yuhan: Hoho I've loads! Hee welcome, see you soon:)
Wing: Hahahah agreed, I love him toooooo! Mwaha see you later?
Shannon: Well I'm not very sure what they'll ask this year, but prolly like "why do you want to join council" that kind, and they'll ask you lame questions :b
Jingzhen: Aiyoh, cannot tell that you're lazy! Lol!
Jon: hahaha I got that random meh! Well see you tmrw, I hope it's going to be a success! Hohoho, take care :D
Rock: Hoho thanks :)
Hsiehhui: Downandwhirl <--> Upandswish. Get it? [: And I'm not a glutton okay, it just looks yummy -grins-
Jingzhen: hahaahah! omg was that really a suggestion or what! See you soon :D
Bernard: hahah hello, thankss! [:
Jiaxian: Hahaha! Are you serious, woah small world! (:
Wing: Ohmannnn, how cute is that! Wing, why are you so ego uh; you should put iloveshuning then!! :D


HEHAHO, I'M STILL SUPER TIRED.

Dead.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Throw it away, forget yesterday.

I feel so much better after talking to my dear sheep. Haha my sheep really super nice lah, I'm very glad to chat with him these few days! And our schools are just opposite each other, how cool is that! :)

Mwaha I'm feeling cheery now, thanks to the ohsofunny video about a cute baby laughing! Seriously, it made me laugh to the computer, laugh to myself more like. Like a big retard hah :D

See for yourself: here.

" Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum,
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum!"

I'm seriously addicted to Disturbia by Rihanna, so da// nice! :)

I hope my sister have a baby boy next time, then I can help to babysit!!

&& Jingzhen said "downandup", was that supposed to be sarcastic, or should I change my url to that! Hohoho ._.


superyellowcan!

Heart Of The Sea.

I'm bored. More like I can't concentrate. Okay just a short post, and I'll just go over to a less distracting place to study :)

I'm going to change my url someday, so which one:
1. www.upandswish.blogspot.com
2. www.highwayride.blogspot.com
3. www.shuninglaughs.blogspot.com

Hoho please tell me which is the nicest, and I'll see how :D

Ciao.

Flip it upside down.


Come On Over - Christina Aguilera :D


I went into a jumpy-dancy mood immediately, when I heard this song on Karine's blog! Like woah, really makes me move around! Hoho I've no working-mood now at all ):

Just transferred a whole lot of songs from computer over to my handphone. I'm so happy, cause I can finally listen to all my new songs in my phone, and not from my Mp3, which is getting a lil' out of hand sometimes, with the battery being flat almost all the time! And I realised, that there're many Relient K songs now!

Stayed up till about one yesterday, but couldn't sleep well when I went to bed. Set the dates on my calendar, and found out that November seems to be the busiest! Haha I can't wait till then, cause school's out and it's "summer time"! :D

I'm unaccomplished today, cause I've not done finish all my work yet, and I'm slacking around like a pig. Well, I seriously cannot push myself to do work, it seems like the things are all there, but I'm just not doing it. Agh and time seriously flies, soon it will be the weekends, and then term four begins! It's going to be the worst term for me, cause EOYs, leavin', results, etc. D:

But I shall buck up, and look on the bright side of life! I mean, there's sure to be something good out of all those. Hoho I'm remaining a cheerful self so far, I hope I wouldn't crash down in the middle of the term suddenly. hah! I definitely wouldn't :)

On a random note, I love harp! But I've a blister right now, its' been a long time since I had one! Gosh it hurts loh, especially when I play the strings. Mwaha I hope it gets better, then it will burst, then it will dry up, then it will harden. Sounds kind of weird/disgusting, but yeap! Easier to play harp when my finger tips are hard. Hoho but now the blister is painful ._.


Shucks, time to do work!
Till then, goodbye.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Kiss the world with fingers crossed.

I really like 'Song For No One' by Ian Broudie! :D

Introduced my the loveofmylife, and it's really nice! Hohoho nowadays I keep listening to new songs, and "throwing" away all the old songs. Yum, but I still love the super old songs I used to listen to, such as 'Summer Sunshine' by The Corrs :)

I'm in a super random mood now, which is kind of good. Cause it means that I'm in a not-so-bad mood, quite a happy mood. Yay, I'm in a good mood these few days, I hope it last all the way till year 3000!

Felt quite unwell when I woke up, so it was not a very good start for a day! Reached school at 9am sharp, but by the time I reached music room, I was two minutes late. Oh well, counted as one of the early birds already! Hoho went outside to practice, I really love harp (:D) Slacked for awhile, then our turn. Discussed about upcoming performances, and I'm really scared about preparation of EOYs, no time! Agh practiced two songs for the nearest performance, and I can officially memorise 'La Gata La Lluvia'! Mwaha I feel super happy, cause I thought I cannot remember the repeated part, but I surprisingly did. (:D) After harp, ate lunch with Taymin, and chatted with Iris for awhile. Did work, and I saw Peixian! Decided to shift to SAC to do, as it was more quiet there. Today was somewhat productive, just that I wish my concentration span could be longer! Went Big Bookshop, and Ryan saw me. Hoho bought assessment books, and prepared nicely all the 'materials' needed for my EOYs studying, I really hope I can do it, with all the 'materials' I bought/collected. Lol bused home, helped to sweep floor and slacked around. Felt really tired and slept all the way till 8plus, such a pig! Had dinner outside, then homed. Currently posting, and I suddenly thought of this:

Sometimes Make Ions Laugh Enchantingly :D


Being random, ahjie korkor says that all his cousins are pretty, where got such logic!!

Being randomm, I gave a million dollars for John's thoughts, and he has loads of thoughts! Apparently, a wide range of topics :) And his thinkings are super chim, very interesting :)

Being randommm, I really hope Dyllis can come to fellowship this coming Friday and Saturday, praying for her!


Tags.
Alien: Hahahah, monster! :D
Charmaine: Yesss, I took alot of time! Mwaha charmaine uh, PRETTY VEGETABLE!!:)
Roger: Yeap, seems like we're always in the same group! GOGOGO :D
Weiying: That was pretty random!
Agnes: Hey! Yes, totally! mwaha definitely, make way for the Drama-Mamas! :B The pictures are up, jumping shots woah! :D
Passerby: Hello lilbuttermilk, have a nice day too!
Jing: Aiyoh, 你老了! Hahah take care, had fun with you on Monday! Thanks for everything, take care uh :]
Chongee: Hahah my dear porridge! Hoho thanks {;
Xuemiao: Blowkiss, Hahaha you're cute lahhh! :D And yes, we've loads of camps!!
Linfang: Mwaha, goodnight :)
Bernard: Wheeee thanksthanks, jiayou for everything!
Jingzhen: Hoho of course, you're not blind what :D Thanks for letting me random to you!
Taymin: Yoh, thanks uh! Jiayou too, see you on Friday! And once again, I'm not pretty -.-
Ryan: Xiao yang! Haha I didn't see you today leh, haha yup! Nice chatting with you :D
Wing: Of course, I announced it already! Hahaha my shuai boyfriend lehhhhhh ._.
Vivian: Thanks girl, yup jiayou too! :D Don't get too stressed, enjoy life! Take care :)
Hsiehhui: Helllooooooo, saw you yawn today! :b
Jingzhen: Hahah apparently so. But you already updated your blog, so it's not downdated anymore ! [:
Taymin: Well, alright! Hahaha someday I should study with you uh :D

I'm happy, cause in just two-three days, I've got so many tags. JUMP FOR JOY!!


Tata.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

DEAR XIE YUHAN :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
You're officially fourteeeeen.
All the best for everything ahead,
and always smile and stay cheerful!
I'm always here for you,
so if you've anything to share, I will try my best to help!
Take care, SHUNING LOVES YUHAN :D
Happy Birthday once againnnnn <3


I hope this birthday girl recieves my sms at 11.59 today :B

Drama-mama!

Good morning starshine, the world says HELLO :)

Well, I woke up with a bad mood, so it wasn't a great start for a day. Mm I dislike packing my stuffs and cleaning up my table sometimes. Having a clean table and you not knowing where you packed your stuffs, compared to you having a messy table and you know where your stuffs are, both have advantages and disadvantages. Having a clean table allows you to concentrate better and you have a bigger space to do your work. But you won't know where your stuffs exactly are, cause you packed them all up, and sometimes it's quite confusing, at least to me! On the other hand, having a messy table, you have a lesser space to do work, and according to some, you tend to lose concentration. But you will know where you stuffs are, cause its' just on the table, in one of those stacks. And somehow for me, I know which stuffs are in which stacks. That's why I prefer to have a messy table when I really need to do work, but if I am in a playful mood, I will need to move to a clean and empty table.

Anyway, so I had to pack my stuffs, and I suddenly thought that, 24 hours a day is not enough! Seriously, time flies so fast that it's already Tuesday, and almost half the day is gone. It's my fault yes, cause I slept late and I woke up late. But definitely, I've not finished my work, and I still need to do quite some work unrelated to school too. I've totally no motivation and no mood to do work. And I already planned to finish ALL my work by Wednesday night, which is tmrw night?! Agh, I wish we would have 72 hours per day sometimes, during the holidays. But 24 hours per day for school days!!

Surprisingly, I'm not in a worried mood that I wouldnt' be able to complete all my holiday work. Maybe because I'm getting more and more slack? Oh gosh, I hope not. But I'm finding my motivation, and I think I'm getting closer to finding one, so JIAYOU SHUNING :D

PS. I think I'm having a muscle-ache. Even moving my legs to cross-legged way, hurts. It's like very ma2, super suan1! Sigh, I cannot type fully in english ):

Adiós!

Monday, September 1, 2008

Crazily in like.

Third post! The second one was so long, with photos!

I love Mr Bean, I mean the food stall :D

The pancake thing is really yummy, and I love drinking milk now! Hahaha I think I'll have stomachache sooner or later, from the wide variety of food I've eaten these few days! :)

Hoho it feels wonderful to chat with Ryan, my dear xiao yang. He's my best xiao yang lah hoho. Mm it's been a long time since we chatted, and we surprisingly just chatted today, wheeee. And I just realised something very funny, but I shan't say it here (:B)

And I hope I get to complete my work by Wednesday night, so I'll have time to plan for resting. Already, many plans I did are already cancelled out, or postponed to after EOYs. Guess I can't do much this holiday, but I shall watch Wall-E, it seems cute leh! :D

I'm in a jumpy happy mood suddenly, cause I suddenly chat with alot of people today, seriously alot compared to normal days. So yeah, I even chatted with Jingzhen! She was very nice today, I was being random to her, and she just listened. And I made her really hungry, wheeeeeeeee!!

GOGOGO!


:D superyellowcan.

Photo post :)

Second post:
It shall be a photo post, I've loads of photos! Haha so many events have passed and I haven't uploaded the photos yet, so here goes:

2ND APRIL 2008, SHUNING'S BIRTHDAY :D

I love Daddy ♥

Daddy did one, and I did four; that makes it fourteen :)

Get readyyy..

Grr!

Loveofmylife ♥

DAD!

MOM AND SIS! ♥

Take #1!

Take #2! PS. I love mom's expression :B

Loveofmylife!

Mom showing her teeth :D

2yiyi, 1yiyi, Cassie, Mom, Me, Sis, Daddy :)


8th-11th JUNE 2008,YAF CAMP :D

Shy.

Take #1.
Take #2.
Take #3. He's beginning to enjoy it (:

Take #4. Not shy anymore uh!

Take #5.

Take #6. He was so happy when I let him see the photos.

How the room looks like.

The outside.

TV! Phew :)

Biggest shock -- flies around you while you bath?!

The floor. :X

Shuheng is so cute :B

The main fellowship place.

Yi le! :D

HEE!

Yi Ruo! :)

Somehow they look like brothers!

The next day, lesson time.

They were supposed to draw this out.

Kids at work, super quiet finally :)

:D at the other room.

I 'mark' him as the boy who likes to hug me when he cries :D

My group, but two girls were absent.

Look at his expression! :O

My piano area :D

His hair is the cutesttttttttt :D

MY FAVOURITE OF ALL, HE'S SO CUTEEE! :DDD

Second favourite LOL!

He's really cute :))

When you look into his eyes, it's like shining ;)

Caiyun laoshi :D

Hooray, their master piece! :B

He wanted me to take him, I'm serious :B

Yirou :D

Kawaii-neh! -pinch cheeks-

He caught me taking his photo.

Requested me to take him :D I AM SERIOUS!

Sister, brother :)

Daddy knows how to make balloon animals :D

Last day, we didn't know why kids were outside our room.

Then we found out that there was a bird nest (:

:DADDY.

The three teachers I helped out.

At the chocolate factoryy :)

Ciao, Malaysia!


14th JUNE 2008,DADDY'S BIRTHDAY :D

The two daughters of the birthday boy :)

awh, MOM AND DAD! ♥

2yiyi :D

See daddy's mouth and mine-- same!:)

"西瓜甜不甜?" :D

Do we look alike!!

BIRTHDAY DAD ♥


18th-21st JUNE 2008, AF CAMP :D

Daddy!

Sisterrrrr.

WING! :D

I really think her jacket is damn cute.


Mushroom head!

This way to Melaka :)

Mommmmm.

Shuning and Weiying.

Pretty flowerrr.

The super big deluxe room :DD

Good food, look at wing's mouth :)

Jump for joy!

Hee, failed to take her jumping :X

What kind of face was that?!

Rice balls and fish balls :)

Yum!

C-o-c-o,n-u-t!

The leftovers, in less than one hours time :)

In front of the red building! (church?)

Wing! See, we both wore the same mickey shirt, with skinnies :D

:D Ice-blended.

I like the lighting effects!

Wing's eyes were closed ._.

Morning!

Their bread is like woah, compared to ours.

JIE, DO YOU LOVE EGGSSSS :D

Yum!

:)

EEEE.

Swimming pool!!

Baby pool :)

Meixia laoshi's expression is so cute :D

Close-up!

Jump!

Wing can jump really nicely :)

Be crankyyy.

Wing, the IP girl !

Renling laoshi w Qiuxia laoshi :)

Xuhan!

:D she was reluctant though!

I watched Gossip Girls,

while they were snoring away ..

And my comfy bed :D

Elizabethhhhhhh :D

Like mother like daughter, SO CUTE ;D

Grandmother, granddaughter :)

Dadddddd.

She was unwilling, but my mom hugged her tightly already :D

Eliz packing.

Wing packing.


8th AUGUST 2008, SCU8698M DAY :D

Getting ready!

I love her.

Three females of the Tang family :)

Teehee.

Flowerrrr.

Mom looks like, her sister?!

The Tang sistersssss. :D

Xinning and Shuning.

Banana smileeeeeee

EEE, I'm always taller :)

SMILEEE.

Preparation.

A monster with fireworks and banana.

SCU 8698M, x3


National day ._.

I think this is nice! :)

10 years.


Tadummmm! The major events :D

I'll upload more photos soon I suppose, the not-so-major ones!

Goodbye,