Save me from the monster.

I LOVE SAMUEL, HE'S SO CUTE ♥

Woah, I think he's super hot, esp his side view! Oohlala, he can sing damn well too, until super high! Hah, his smile is so cuteeeeeeeee :D

Morning was alright, Yanlin isn't going to tie my hair anymore, cause she's going to teach me how to tie it myself! Yay, I'm damn happy lah, I like scorpian hairstyle. Hee, then studied for Math test throughout duty, I felt damn stupid and pissed lah. Cause Mr Liu GK said that Sec one stuffs would be tested, so I brought my whole stack of sec ones notes to school and revised, then I realised that it wouldn't be tested after all, make me super worried for nothing, ugh. Council met at SAC, then there'll be some council outings during June hols, I hope I can make it! Mm, biology was fine, I sat with Yuhan and did my survey while Verlynn was showing us the disgusting photos of STD, alot made me felt so sick lah. Math level test was a horror, I'm so going to flunk it like crazy, goodbye mother earth lol! I managed to finish though, thankfully. Assembly was lovely, thankfully B.lim didn't want cleanliness check, so I happily watched the performance. I LOVE THE ACAPELLA GROUP, SAMUEL'S THE LOVE! Hee, I was highing to Icecream Buddy about him being so cute and pro throughout the whole assembly, she thought I was crazy over him! Ah, I kept highing and clapping and 'woah-ing' whenever they performed, they were really great I tell you, seriously rocked the hall! Ahhhh, I want to see Samuel again, but he wouldn't be coming. Mm the concert also don't have him inside, so I very sian, I wanted to go with Icecream Buddy! Hee Elit was average, we watched Russel's group video, then did our own things. I collected the Chinese worksheets and oh my, seriously pathetic. Is like less than 1/3 of the class handed in lah, LLF not happy. Then talked to Sayhua for awhile, she's really cute! Heh, english was restless, we just did on arguement thingum, I didn't really pay attention since it was all on the paper and I was packing my stuffs. Then finally ended and everyone started chionging their books out of their lockres and stuff it all inside their bag. Thankfully there is PTC tmr, so I'm carrying two plastic bags home tmr, then today I only took back my files and math stuffs, very qing song. Hahaha, then met Karine and John to buy things. Had a nice time with them, and we talked about alot of jokes and alot about Mr Tay hah! I wasn't in my best of mood, so thanks for making me laugh, and sorry pork, about the fake smile thing :D:

Now I'm all alone at home, Mom is out for dinner, Dad is downstairs in the office doing work, Sis is outside with friends, while Shuning is at home typing a stupid post that she suddenly feel so sian of, and is feeling super bored, dunno what to do. -.-

GAHHHH RAWRRRRR BOOOOOO, SO MANY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK LAH, I CAN DIE LAH SIGH. D:

I really need motivation, and I need to get it myself, according to Est. I'm going to try and fight now, fight on and fly forward, and decided to have a few small goals to achieve.

- Smile and be optimistic, say 'no!' to pessimism!
- Stand up whenever I fall down, and start running.
- Stop thinking of impossibles, and think of possibles!
- Stay close with Mission Impossible
- Get into top 15 for EOYs (:/)
- Improve my Science and Math
- Not sleep in any lessons
- Buy a nice blank notebook and copy all lessons in it

I'm not sure if they're really goals anot, but I want to do all these, by, idk, ASAP! :D

THANKS ESTELLA FOR YOUR 'SCOLDING', REALLY HELPED ALOT.

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