Lord, you catch me when I'm falling.

This is a photo of me and my awesome family. ;)

I'm updating with this post to let you guys know that although my last post was "suicidal", I didn't go and commit suicide or something. I'm still alive and kicking! Thank you for coming to my blog to tag at my half-dead tagboard, with words of encouragements and concerns. I'm really touched and encouraged. I feel much much better now, and I'm very surprised at those who came to comfort me when I was feeling down. Thank God for sending wonderful angels to look after me (L)

School has reopened and it's funny that I'm posting when I'm busy, but I hardly touched my blog when I was free in the holidays. It's hard to be happy in school now, because so far, almost everyone around me "emotional" or "depressed", influencing me as well. I'll try my best not to feel down because being "emo" is bad for health and is a bad example of a Christian.

Thank God that I have been doing my QT since the start of the year. I'm sure with my Mom's help, I'll continue with this good habit. Thank God I've been rather neat too, so far. Although my table is getting messier, my bag, pencil box and stuffs are still neat :) I really hope that I can be well-organised so that I can revise better.

As I stepped into the classroom on Monday, the atmosphere was entirely different. I could feel the study mood already as I sat down in my seat. The classroom isn't very pressurizing, but I just feel totally like a secondary four. This is good because I can study in a better environment compared to last year. As I set my targets for this year, I was really worried because my results are really very bad and I'm not sure if there's enough time for me to pull up my marks. Oh well, I'll leave it all to God :) One bad thing now is that I still haven't adjusted to school hours yet! I keep feeling sleepy at times during lessons and it's so annoying because the teacher's voice just fades away and my head just gets closer and closer to the table. I do hope that I can quickly get used to the whole school routine, so that I can learn better! :D

Pray for me, because I'm really quite weak now. Pray that I can stand strong and firm, and be a good Christian in my daily life. Oh I'm reading a Chrisitan book now, named "Down But Not Out". It's really a good book, but I'm only at the first chapter. I'm planning to update what I've learnt from the book to my christian website (YGIS).

Like what Gwyneth says, "Have a God-focused week!"

xoxo.