Street lights, people.

Glee is just indescribable.

:D Here are some photos to let you know that I'm still alive and kicking, enjoying my life positively! Actually they are old photos, when I was in Secondary one/two :) Let's see if I still look the same.

I MISS MY FRINGE!!! :) Sis and I, FYI.

When I had fringe for the first time in a long time, sec one! I miss Weina ):


Obviously this is in sec one, when I still had short hair, unbelievable now that my hair is so long!!

When my fringe was specially cut by 'someone' haha! This is Wing FYI.

CSW, looking stupid of course. Sec two, after my birthday :D


Okie dokie, God bless your day!

3.14159.

I don't want to live in other people's shadows anymore ):

I don't want to live for people. I don't want to keep a good impression in front of people and exhaust myself out.


Updates
1. I received an Ipod Mini from my piano teacher, who was almost going to throw it away. The colour is green, I like.

2. Yukai is my new tuition teacher and he teaches very well. He prepares for lessons and I like his explanations.

3. My flu/cough recovered, but it means no more nice deep voice.

4. I finally learnt both hands for one of my harp exam pieces. Wish me luck, I'm really worried.

5. I gained 1 kg, I bet some of you reading this are happy.


I've been thinking why do I wake up in the morning feeling so tired and moody, but once I reach school, I'm happy. I think I know why now: because God gives me strength to face the challenges each day and He provides. Although I may continuously look at my watch and wonder when will some lessons end, it means that I do not sleep anymore! :) Thank God, I no longer sleep during lessons, but I just can't stop fidgeting ):

Continue to keep me in your prayers, thank you.


Lord I really need more strength, I know your grace is sufficient and that you will not give me what I cannot handle. But it looks like I can hardly handle stuffs well. Please give me the strength and wisdom. I don't know how to continue. Amen.

Playgrounds, swings and merry-go-rounds.

I AM STRESSED.

HI STRESS, HOW'RE YOU FEELING TODAY?

I FEEL TERRIBLE, SICK, TIRED, ANNOYED AND MOODY.

AWH, FYL.

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Lord, you catch me when I'm falling.

This is a photo of me and my awesome family. ;)

I'm updating with this post to let you guys know that although my last post was "suicidal", I didn't go and commit suicide or something. I'm still alive and kicking! Thank you for coming to my blog to tag at my half-dead tagboard, with words of encouragements and concerns. I'm really touched and encouraged. I feel much much better now, and I'm very surprised at those who came to comfort me when I was feeling down. Thank God for sending wonderful angels to look after me (L)

School has reopened and it's funny that I'm posting when I'm busy, but I hardly touched my blog when I was free in the holidays. It's hard to be happy in school now, because so far, almost everyone around me "emotional" or "depressed", influencing me as well. I'll try my best not to feel down because being "emo" is bad for health and is a bad example of a Christian.

Thank God that I have been doing my QT since the start of the year. I'm sure with my Mom's help, I'll continue with this good habit. Thank God I've been rather neat too, so far. Although my table is getting messier, my bag, pencil box and stuffs are still neat :) I really hope that I can be well-organised so that I can revise better.

As I stepped into the classroom on Monday, the atmosphere was entirely different. I could feel the study mood already as I sat down in my seat. The classroom isn't very pressurizing, but I just feel totally like a secondary four. This is good because I can study in a better environment compared to last year. As I set my targets for this year, I was really worried because my results are really very bad and I'm not sure if there's enough time for me to pull up my marks. Oh well, I'll leave it all to God :) One bad thing now is that I still haven't adjusted to school hours yet! I keep feeling sleepy at times during lessons and it's so annoying because the teacher's voice just fades away and my head just gets closer and closer to the table. I do hope that I can quickly get used to the whole school routine, so that I can learn better! :D

Pray for me, because I'm really quite weak now. Pray that I can stand strong and firm, and be a good Christian in my daily life. Oh I'm reading a Chrisitan book now, named "Down But Not Out". It's really a good book, but I'm only at the first chapter. I'm planning to update what I've learnt from the book to my christian website (YGIS).

Like what Gwyneth says, "Have a God-focused week!"

xoxo.