Slipping through my fingers.

I suddenly feel very upset.

Like everything's draining away from me, slipping through my fingers. Friendship, memories, etc. I try so hard to grab them and keep them with me, but it just slips away slowly and before I know it, they are all gone. Leaving me, empty-handed.

I realised that I imagine a lot. Either I think too much, or I think too little. Sometimes, I keep imagining that everything is fine, when in actual fact, they are the total opposites. On the other hand, I may think that everything is going wrong, when everything is just taking its natural course and there's nothing wrong at all. Right now, I thought that I was happy and that everything was great. I thought church, friends, cca, council, everything was fine! But actually, some are so not fine at all. Such as cca and friends. They are somehow inter-linked. Ah whatever.
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Agh I hate this whole PMS stage! Zihui was telling me how the PMS is horrible, and then I got so PMSsy and mood swing here and there. Don't tell me that whole bad mood thing is coming back. Rawh.

PS. I'm not trying to make mysle very whatever-ish, I'm just using this as a venting place.

Tah.