Tuesday, August 26, 2008

My fault.

Photogenic.

Low Kay Hwa's books are great, even the smell of his books are nice. Haha! As in, newly bought books always have nice smell somehow, and LKH's book covers are nice lah! Hohoho I'm so happy I finally got them, bought a set with Lynette, Sayhua and Rachel :)

If anyone wants, go and look for Huimin @ here :D

Anyway, I just read 'A Photogenic Life' by LKH, and it was really nice! Super touching and sad at the last part though ): and FYI, his books contains some vulgarities :X

Morning was alright, oh! I forgot to mention yesterday, that Hazel is superrrr sweet and nice lah! She walked me back to class after duty, really to my class at third level! Thanks girl (:DDDDD) Yup english was fine, managed to hand in the proposal to Ms Kali. PE was nice, cause I managed to pass my PE test, phew. Played with Jingzhen, then went for recess. Chinese was not very good, I didn't pay attention fully, was doing math underneath. Geography was okay, used the tablet. Chatted with mom and sis, and managed to complete my worksheet! Hah, I can finally multi-task well. ICT was slack, played Freerice, and managed to reach level 27/60 thanks to the help of Jingzhen and dictionary.com. Hoho history was normal, quite draggy. After school had math, almost wanted to sleep already. Thankfully Frenchfries had a last piece of suan1mei2 for me, and I immediately 'perked up'. Chionged the six questions, I managed to do quite fast eh, and 5/6 correct. Feel very accomplished, and I'm blessed to have Rachel sitting beside me, cause she's such a pro :}
Frenchfries walked me down to foyer, and we discussed about hot guys having six packs. Daddy came and homed. Read finish A Photogenic Life, and then decided to exercise, cause I was feeling sleepy. Ran with sis round the church, then we climbed the stairs. I think mom's really pretty in her wedding photos, and daddy was so handsome, even sis agreeedddddd :D

Oh mannnn, Kuanlian just said that she has LKH's books. I should have just borrowed from her. But oh well, owning new books are nice, the feeling is great lol!

Seriously, I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY. Cause it's the last day of school for term three. I'm really glad, although it means that I have to start being real busy with everything! But being busy is good lah, cause you have no time to 'daydream' and also think of stuffs. I really hope to get to do what I want, yum :D

But I'm quite sad, cause I wanted to "treat" myself with a long handphone strap if I manage to find one, if I get 550/800 for my total score. I got super low though, so I cannot treat myself. Oh well, having bought the LKH's books, it's already a very woah thing for me, I shall treat it like a big prize, and make sure to do well for something, to deserve the books. :X

Sometimes, if negative cant' work, I should try positive:

SHUNING YOU SHOULD DO IT, YOU WILL DO IT, YOU CAN DO IT, YOU MUST DO IT.

I shall start chionging work again, so that I can do extra. Cause I'm finally feeling motivated again, to do work, and earn myself a big fat A again someday.

Tee-ay-end-jee, ass-hage-you, an-eye-and-jee.

And I always thought,it's okay that we've drift apart somehow.Cause we're still together,and one whole group.But somehow, it isn't the way I thought.Somehow, we drifted, and you really don't mind at all.Somehow, you start to dislike me.Maybe I'm just thinking too much,I wish you could just tell me in the face then.If you just really dislike me,and if all the nasty remarks were about me.Just tell me, and I know what I should just do.Am I just overly-paranoid?And you may just say that it's my fault all along,yeah definitely I don't deny.I'm the root of all problems and troublcs,cause of my personalities etc,just admit that you all dislike me all along,and I'll just leave.

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