Could things get any worse?

Sometimes I don't understand the world, sometimes I don't understand people, sometimes I don't understand what is happening, sometimes I don't understand why things are happening, sometimes I don't understand why must things be the way they are, sometimes I don't understand life. I just don't understand why it's affecting me so badly, and no one could or would care to erase away the ache my head is having each time I think of the events that are taking place. I wonder why people are like that, I wonder.

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UGLY is such a nice book, but it's certainly very sad. It's very heartbreaking for me to see the girl being treated so badly. I hate the mom, she sucks big-time. I feel like punching her in the stomach, pull her hair and slice her arm with a knife, just like what she did to her daughter.

Morning was fine, couldnt' talk to Yanlin at all though, cause she was busy doing work. Then just before morning assembly, she gave me something so sweet that I almost wanted to hug her man! Ahhhh I shall write her a letter :D And then talked to Lynn for awhile, and quite a lot of us when to look at the sec one council list, there are 52 this year lah! That's like super many, and 110 has 15! I was super shocked, and 101 only had one, so I was feeling rather sad, and once again, 102 didn't have any councillors. I can't wait for probation period and interview, cause we can see how the sec ones are this year, I hope they are friendly! Lalala, I think tmrw is my last time doing duty with Lynn and taking 101. Talking about this makes me feel very emotional. Cause Lynn and I both want to do duty together! And although 101 isn't talking to me much already, I still think they are lovely. Gosh and Charmaine's in for council, I hope I hope we get the chance of working together. Taymin's in too, yay I thought there won't be any harpists this year in for council, but yay taymin! Lol and then PE was fine, played badminton and I'm in the B group with the rest. Yay thankfully I am left hander for sports, so I can pair up with Jingzhen. Heh and then English was fine, she just showed us advertisments and let us listen to a song. I find it very familiar though, the song. Math was fine, it's been a long time since Mr Liu stepped into our class. I don't want to talk about math, because it sucks and I hate it. O: There wasn't any music lessons today, so we had free period. Listened to music and read UGLY. Hahaha art was surprisingly fine, I managed to survive it without falling asleep. Although I did yawn, but it was rather expected of me. Hahaha I think my potrait of the girl looks super weird, but I enjoyed softening the grid lines, looks quite presentable now. Ended school and went to canteen with Chengyee. Then harp was fine, I kept yawning though. Chatted with Yixin throughout, or else I would have hugged the harp and then fall asleep again. Hahah xuemiao always seem to notice when I fall asleep hugging the harp. Lol and then Ms Wong had to leave early with her friend, so we packed up and left earlier. Yay mom came and homed. Drank liang cha, thankfully it wasn't exactly bitter and I had donut afterwards. Played badminton and then sister decided to play too so she came down. We played for quite a long time, then homed and had porridge for dinner! Yum did work and packed bag and tadum, I'm here posting ;)

Okay tmrw is such a lousy day. Because there is Chinese and I haven't memorise finish the 16 sentences I have to memorise. And then PW we have Ms Verlyn, and I don't understand her lessons at all because she cannot teach lah. And then we have 3 periods of Math with Mr Liu. I already hate math, and somemore Mr Liu scares me pretty badly. But thankfully I am sitting with Jingzhen, and not all the way infront :D

Look on the bright side, tmrw I can reach home at about 3, rest and do work, and then exercise, and then revise and then sleep earlier. Because I'm tired, I'll sleep earlier.

JIAYOU FOR CHINESE, SHUNING YOU CAN DO IT. YOU MUST, YOU WILL, YOU CAN.

Pimpleface.